At Some Point, the Spring Melt Sweeps Everything Away | Steve Beckow

By Steve Beckow, April 19, 2021

(Golden Age of Gaia)

As I feel better and better, I also feel more and more anxious.

I’m tapping into an ancient vasana (or core issue), which says that appearances lie. They’re never what they seem.

My biased story is that my Dad was almost constantly bothered and emotionally unavailable to me (not to my brother). When he appeared happy, he seldom was and his “happiness” seldom lasted.

So I came to see showing “good” feelings as risky business. You never knew when Dad was going to flip. Or why. You had to be on your guard, on your toes, constantly.

You’d better not get your Dad mad. Sit up straight and don’t rile your Father. On and on. I’m a well-oiled machine at a level below everyday awareness.

So I’m actually having trouble, as we go gradually up in mood elevation. A great struggle is going on to break though the suppression I exert on myself in this area. I’m dragging my feet, not knowing if it’s safe to come out and smile. Has peace really been declared? Is the war really over?

When I say we’re being wrung like a squeegee, the rise of ancient issues like this one is a good example of that wringing.

Where did the idea come from? What passing thought – or inspiration – caused it to bubble up and why now?

I actually think that our issues are like bubbles just below the ice, that work their way to the surface through any available crack. Up bubbles protectiveness. Up bubbles suppression. Up bubbles….

The rising love energies are melting the ice. At some point the Spring Melt sweeps everything away.