Enjoying Intimate Affirming Harmony | Pine Cone

(Written with an Intention NOT To Post OUTSIDE)

After recently renouncing Voyages Of Light writing with a bunch of New Age deception demon-possessed Light Existence avoidance motivated followers in addiction to Olden Rage of Feminit Vengeance Jesuit-like infiltration on Intel Dinar Chronicles/Operation Disclosure/Voyages of Light web sites, a few Precious Treasures about my own avoidance come Intuitive Glistening for me to glean for my Well Being. Mental Illness Stigma: their’s and mine… Others there are focused, entirely on the outside Matrix changing, instead of focusing on Ascension being an inside job, so of course shame/blame competition requires culling, and my own self-judging mentally ill stigma operated like Stockholm Syndrome sick-loyalty to where I’m, not accepted.

Fighting with others, that can, never accept me in Parent-like Narcissistic-competition is a childhood-replication survival motive, all over again and, even posting about Inside Ascension-changing topics is too. Leaving there is letting go of my Mother, all over again, and like getting a divorce from Alice/Jane/Mary/Children another Mother-replication long line of acting out my shame self-blame motives. In fact the, only things I use to fight with are, all outside Matrix Duality 3D ID reflections of evil criminality, so “Enjoying Intimate Affirming Harmony” means relating in Harmony affirming Crystalline Light Existence Love Source Life Force Joy within Intuitive Compassionate Delight bonding intimate Inner Realm Communion.

Another earlier ACIM Queen Goddess demon-possessed reptilian Feminist-hater, and her New Age deception followers became a joy to behold, wherever they showed up on, all the other sites as an inspiration ‘tell’ to let go, and let go, until that Jesuit-like infiltrator group disappeared from my sick-loyalty to fight any more too. Lena is like Alice too, so fused family, and friends also remain other times I said a great big fat Pregnant “NO” to my Mother-handler, all over again, and seeming forever again in a long line of Narcissist Supplies like my Mother’s me. My personal fight is all of our Universal-fight with addiction to the Collective Narcissistic-competition Karma-matrix Sick Loyal Consciousness, where we, actually come back here to experience the harm we did to others in this Death Paradigm role-reversal unforgiven separation-suffering Illusion from Light Existence Love Source Life Force.

An Amazing awareness gift in, all this New Age deception is exactly the same as Rockefeller and Billy Bob sharing Recovery secrets so Jesuit curmudgeon infiltrators took over from within the Catholic rehabs, and Catholic hospitals to make sure recovery-fail, never is able to endure either. I think I am getting my own drift, by letting go of the outside Matrix completely, and turning within I can enjoy Holy Spirit forgiveness nurturing relating in Harmony affirming Crystalline Light Existence Love Source Life Force Joy within Intuitive Compassionate Delight bonding intimate Communion.

Actually, Indweller devotion(devoid of ego) with any Mentally ill stigma becomes, more affirming validation of my, not fitting in with any outside Competition Insane Motives, just like Gurumayi responded when I asked if I am mentally ill, and fooling myself, or am I a valid Yogi-devotee. She explained that her best devotees came from the most severe abusive childhoods, just like mine, so a lot of former experiences are becoming affirmed for me today too. I write in gratitude for Holy Spirit miracles working through, and for me as my Main motive, so withdrawing from any more outside Insane competition survival/procreation Matrix suffering-separation stigma motives is, also a turning completely within, and enjoying continual safe Holy Spirit Intimate Affirming Harmony.

Any motive to share outside triggers is my old shame to try to please others, and fight with others at the same codependent resentment times, so turning within completely insures a Clarity of ONENESS Intention inside, where there is no hostile Inner Realm environment to judge me any more. Actually, the infiltrators appear wherever my writing appears, because they, already planted their guardians, right where anyone like me would show up to get ‘stigma’ cut off at the knees-censured by the same Cabal, that is killing almost all of us, just like my Mother demon-possessed Narcissist Supply motives drove her to Death Paradigm, early distraction.

Renouncing Mother Earth Karma Matrix is, really divorcing my Mother/Alice/Jane/Mary/Children, all Jesuit Cabal/Earth/ACIM/Recovery/New Age deception over again!!!