Living in the Moment Can be a Gamble | Steve Beckow

Living in the moment can be a gamble

By Steve Beckow, October 5, 2023

(Golden Age of Gaia)

Living in the Moment Can Be a Gamble – Part 1/2

This article is intended to be part of an ascension ethnography. (1) Hence it’s more detailed than normal, especially the footnotes. I apologize if it’s found to be too lengthy or detailed.

It’s embarrassing to walk around with very little memory. The only thing that makes it bearable is that most of my friends are in the same boat.

This has been happening with me since 2012. I’m fine at the keyboard. I’m fine with long-term memory. But short-term memory, I just can’t hold onto things, no matter how hard I try. Like why did I come into the kitchen? What was I thinking of?

I’ve even watched the memory of an event disappear the other day, almost as soon as it happened.

Michael has assured me that I don’t have dementia. (2) He’s said I’ll have enough memory when I need it. (3) And he’s even told me two of the reasons: So I’ll forget about the Third Dimension. And so I’ll live in the moment.

I can now guess at a third: So we can work together in writing in a closer and more synchronous manner.

But, until now, I hadn’t given much attention to the matter. Memory loss was a nuisance and that was that.

And yet, and this is another-post June 12th event, I realized this morning (4) that, where I’m going, from CEO to pipeline to galactic liaison (which Michael describes as the main event), (5) I’m going to need to leave the past behind.

He has on occasion encouraged me to live in the moment, which is pretty scarey for a logical guy. (6) But now it’s all coming into perspective.

What I realized this morning is that, if I’m to become the best vehicle I can for Michael to work through, undoubtedly in writing, then I need to forget the past and live in the present, (7) forget the Third Dimension (whatever that looks like) and focus on the Fifth-Seventh (wherever he wants me to be).

I’m going to take a chance here. Post-June 12, taking a chance seems to be in order. (8) I’m going to allow myself to go deeper into no-memory.

Wow, this is scarey.

I’m going to allow that Michael meant every word he said and that letting go of my memory of the old Third is what is required.

We knew we’d have to let go of everything. That meant letting go of our attachment to it, not necessarily letting go of the thing itself. I therefore let go of my attachment to the Third Dimension, even though I know full well that no one around me in my personal world may understand what I’m doing and may not support it.

Here is my piecing together of what Michael is saying to me, from so many puzzle pieces over time. Full supporting quotes are in the footnotes to Part 2.

(Concluded in Part 2, below.)

Footnotes

(1) See An Ascension Ethnography at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/08/An-Ascension-Ethnography-12.pdf

(2) I’m going to post in a future article Michael’s detailed discussion of memory loss with me because I think the subject is of general concern.

Archangel Michael: What you had been experiencing is not dementia.

Steve: What I personally have been experiencing in myself is not dementia?

AAM: That is correct.

Steve: Did I ever have that thought?

AAM: Oh yes, about a year and ½, two years ago you had that great fear.

Steve: Oh, okay. I seem to recall it vaguely. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, July 13, 2018. (Hereafter AAM.)

(3) AAM: You will have enough of a memory, dear heart. Do not worry about it. (AAM, April 13, 2016.)

(4) I had other realizations this morning as well, of a personal/private nature. Again I relate that to post-June 12. On June 12, Michael shifted the car into a higher gear. See “Co-Creative Partners with the Company of Heaven,” June 12, 2023, at
https://goldenageofgaia.com/2023/06/12/co-creative-partners-with-the-company-of-heaven/.

(5) AAM: You are a bridge to your star brothers and sisters. The money is just a side event. The main event has yet to occur. (AAM, Feb. 7, 2013.)

(6) AAM: One of the difficulties of humans is that they have a proclivity to either live in the past (and it can be recent past or ancient past) or to project themselves and live in the future.

It is a very curious malaise that most of the human race – yes, most of the human race – chooses not to live in the moment. So you are living in the moment. And you say, “Yes Lord I’m very willing to live in the moment but I would like to be able to access my memories, recent events so I don’t feel like a fool.”

We hear you.

Steve:… Or lose my thought in the middle of a sentence or forget what I’m going into the kitchen for or, oh, it goes on and on… Crazy.
 …

AAM: What we are doing and we are doing it even now as we are speaking, we are making all those synapses, all those electrical systems, all the upgrade a brilliant neon blue so that the entire brain, all hemispheres’ functions will be more clearly firing.

Now the biggest impediment, and I know you, sweet one, the biggest impediment to this being fully effective is concern, so let us do our job. You give me the worry and let us proceed with the completion of the upgrade. (AAM, Aug. 5, 2020.)

(7) AAM, Feb. 7, 2013.

(8) AAM, May 6, 2013. For my re-choosing co-creative partnership with Michael on June 12, 2023, see “Co-Creative Partners with the Company of Heaven,” June 12, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2023/06/12/co-creative-partners-with-the-company-of-heaven/



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By Steve Beckow, October 5, 2023

(Golden Age of Gaia)

Living in the Moment Can Be a Gamble – Part 2/2

(Concluded from part 1, above.)

Here is my piecing together of what Michael is saying to me, from so many puzzle pieces over time. Full supporting quotes are in the footnotes.

(A) We are co-creative partners. (1)

(B) I can do with that partnership what I want, make it the focus of my life or say, isn’t that nice?

(C) Our partnership will be in writing. (2)

(D) He wants me to let go of the Third Dimension and open to the Fifth/Seventh. (3)

(E) But I’m not to go permanently ahead of the group or become a guru figure. That’s not my mission. (4)

(F) I’ll have enough memory when I need it. (5)

As you’ll see in the footnotes, even if one has readings, one still has to piece together what’s being said.

Prior to June 12, if I had considered any of this, it would have been an arm’s length consideration, as if I were reading this about someone else. But now I read it and I “get” it with the same importance as I’d get marching orders.

And as I get it, I see that these are strands of the same whole tapestry I got on June 12. I got the gestalt then – a flash of understanding of the whole. Now I’m getting the pieces.

Post-June 12, this is Big Steve rather than little Steve, starting all over again. Re-reading my instructions. Doing it publicly so that folks, for one reason or another, who don’t have access to readings can watch a lightworker servant get his marching orders – in bits and pieces – from the one he serves and piece it all together.

I hope it helps. But living in the moment in our society, post-Covid and everything else, is sure going to be a gamble.

Footnotes

(1) Archangel Michael: Ours is a co-creative partnership. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Aug. 2, 2017.) (Hereafter AAM.)

AAM: You have reached a point in your heart, in your being, in your life, in your consciousness where you are realizing … the magnitude of our partnership. (AAM, Aug. 17, 2018.)

(2) Archangel Michael: On the list of things to do, let [writing] always be the last thing that falls off. (AAM, Feb. 7, 2013.)

AAM: You are doing the biggest thing that not only I but the Universal Mother, the sacred being that we both serve, wishes you to do, and that is to write, to communicate. And in the writing is infused the anchoring and the bringing of peace to the planet, the creation of Nova Gaia. ( Loc. cit.)

AAM: I have a new assignment for you. It is called writing. (AAM, May 6, 2013.)

Steve: What would be a higher priority: being a pipeline or being a communicator?

AAM: You are thinking either/or, sweet one. But if you’re asking me, I will tell you. It is far more important to be a communicator because without the communication of Truth, (and we emphasize this, of Truth) and, yes, of course, of personal insight and experience but without that, the pipeline is meaningless. (AAM, March 28, 2019.)

Archangel Michael: You are the communicator of clarity. … Your words, your messages, your articles, your experiences and understandings, this is your number one job. (AAM, March 3, 2021.)

Divine Mother: You have chosen long long ago with Me, with Annastara [my twin flame], with ME KI AL, to be a communicator and an agent of change.

You have said to me, “Mother, what if they forget? I will remind them. I will communicate with them through words, through my passion, through my heart, through my knowing. I will communicate the love to them.”

This is your task and it is a task of change as this planet, in this great chaos, in flux, chooses, yes, by this wonderful instrument of free will, as they choose and as you choose to simply be the love. It can have an infinite, literally infinite number of expressions. (Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019.) (Hereafter DM.)

(3) Archangel Michael: Now, Steve, you are not even in the third dimension anymore. (“Archangel Michael: The Returning Masters are You – Part 1/2,” October 8, 2012, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2012/10/08/archangel-michael-the-returning-masters-are-you/)

AAM: What you are preparing for is allowing that expansion of the knowing, of the knowledge, of the wisdom. So it is a matter of getting out of the Third, which is difficult for you when you are in writing mode. So you are learning a new way. And allow the energy to flow.

There is a universe of deeper knowing and wisdom opening to you. (AAM, April 10, 2012.)

(4) Steve: Should I be orienting toward ascending early or not? I have this sense that I’m supposed to be here.

Archangel Michael: You’re supposed to be here. (AAM, Sept. 13, 2011.)

AAM: Our desire is not to separate you from the collective. (AAM, Nov. 11, 2015.)

AAM: You did not come to live as a guru in a western or eastern manner.

Steve: Can you help me make sense of returning to my interdimensionality while not becoming a guru figure?

AAM: It is very simple: Visit; don’t stay. (AAM, May 6, 2013.)

Steve: The experience at Xenia, Mother, was that truncated?

Divine Mother: Slightly, yes.

 … [The Light] was not is brilliant as possible, let us put it that way.

Steve: Alright… And again, the reason is to keep me in sync with my readers?

DM: To keep you in sync with your readers. (DM Oct. 26, 2018.)

(5) Archangel Michael: You will have enough of a memory, dear heart. Do not worry about it. (AAM, April 13, 2016.)

Steve: My big concern is that I’ll be head of a large organization and have no memory.

AAM: And you think that we would leave you helpless?

Steve: No, I hope not.

AAM: No, dear heart, that is not the plan.

Steve: Oh good! Even knowing there is a plan is comforting.

AAM: There is not only a plan, Sweet One. There is a strategy afoot to implement the plan. (AAM, June 17, 2020.)