An Expansion of Horizons and Mental Capacity | Steve Beckow

By Steve Beckow, March 24, 2023

(Golden Age of Gaia)

When I look at myself for indications of progress, I find myself encouraged.

I’ve done so much looking in dusty corners and cleaning out the attic, that I feel more confident.

I haven’t looked at some of the skeletons. I was a woefully-deficient young man …

(Stop the camera. You’re about to craft a story of your perpetrations that will have you emerge looking good, Steve. Save it. You’re beyond that.)

Thanks, Commander.

That’s one of the most encouraging signs of progress: I’m “beyond” being stuck in my vasanas (or core issues) and story. I’m beyond being self-serving and letting it stand for more than a half hour without bursting out laughing.

I’m beyond saying all those thoughtless, angry comments in response to someone else perpetrating. How could I have said so many irritating remarks? As my Dad was fond of saying, who do you think you are? It took me 76 years, but I’m starting to grow up.

I didn’t raise kids so I didn’t have the grinding and polishing effect of parenting. Remind me not to try to shape my companies in my image. That would be a mistake

I see that, when I go down through enough vasanas, I reach a place where I can take my attention off myself. I’m no longer a mass of defensive postures, lies, trap doors, and escape routes. I’m protecting a lot less compared to even a year ago.

I have physical indications of progress as well. The arthritis in my hands is 95% gone, thanks to the Divine Mother. The arthritis in my knees is clearing up. I’m commanding the manifestation of my 7th-Dimensional merkabah (crystalline light body), as far as is consistent with my soul contract.

I feel about age 28 as it is, whatever my body says. I don’t feel “old” and I may never. In ordinary times, which this is not, I fantasize that I’d feel 28 all my life and then I’d die. The only difference is that this lifetime I won’t die.

I’m invoking the universal laws every day for the return of my merkabah and for reunion with my Angelic Self. I was about to say “for merger with my Higher Self” but my merkabah IS my Higher Self. (1)

I like this sadhana or spiritual practice. (I thank Kathleen for piquing my interest in the universal laws again.) I can say that I feel increased relaxation pursuing it.

I’m prepared for merger to take some time and, when it comes, you got it … it’ll probably be toned down somewhat so I don’t vacate the ranch and go to the big city.

When I contemplate the work ahead setting up Michaelengelo & Partners and expanding the Golden Age of Gaia, I almost keel over. BUT I can at least contemplate it now whereas before I was more or less a blank.

All of this demonstrates an expansion of horizons and mental capacity.

Footnotes

(1) The merkabah is Seventh Dimensional; my Higher Self or Oversoul is also Seventh Dimensional, as Michael and the Arcturians say. The arrival of my merkabah would be merger with my Higher Self.

I have actually merged with my Higher Self – whether my Oversoul or not, I’m not sure – on one occasion. See “‘Is This What You’re Looking for?’ – Part 1/2, August 21, 2017, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/08/21/289210/. I’ll post that account March 26.

(2) Steve: I had an experience at a meditation workshop [in March 2011] in which I felt regal. It was a partial [truncated: no bliss] experience. Can you tell me what that part of me it was that I accessed?

Archangel Michael: … Your Highest Self, your Oversoul, is very regal.

Steve: So that was an experience of the Oversoul.

AAM: Yes. (AAM, Sept. 13, 2011.)

The Arcturians: Seventh [Dimension] is your Oversoul. (The Arcturians in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Suzanne Lie, March 17, 2013.)