Dream Dust | Digger Barr

(Golden Age of Gaia)

by Digger Barr

https://gaiasgardens.guru/

I have a lot to complain about.
The thing is right now in this moment I am bowled over in love and I just can’t muster up to do it.
I think ‘but this isn’t right!’.
What follows that thought is a wave of love for the big picture.
I feel the whole scene, all of my to do’s, my have to’s, my need to’s, my want to’s and they all flow in harmony around me with an edge of fun, anticipation and excitement.
How can I nitpick if I can’t get to the nits.
I found a way. I will complain about not being able to complain.
I will lovingly grumble for no reason and love myself for it.

I have been having dreams that stick with me all day.
They have become part of my awareness not as answers but as questions.
As we step into the unknown do we step prepared by complaining or with love and joy?
Really we know nothing about the next moment.
We think we know and we make plans and take action but we can’t truly know and so the next moment is created by how we approach it.
By the time we step the foundation is already in place
This is the alchemist at work.

We are building the floor in front of us as we walk.
We are laying the paving stones, stepping and then placing another.
Would you dig a hole then step onto it thinking it was going to support you?
Why would you trap yourself?
This is the power of our thoughts at work.
Our thoughts guide our next steps.
Our thoughts and emotions are melded together as water vapors to a cloud.
Which one is which ?
Is our emotion creating thought or does our thought create the emotion?

I fought hard to be cranky.
My higher self laughed.
The crankier I wanted to be the funnier I thought it to be.
Yesterday it was the opposite.
I was cranky. My thoughts said; Get over it.
I worked hard to not be cranky.

What is a wind sock without the wind?
We are designed to flow in the moment with intention.
You cannot hold that in your hand.
You can only place it in front of you as you take the next step.
In each step we create the moment.
Be it thought or emotion, hold the intention and give your energy where it needs to flow.

There is great comfort to be found in knowing you don’t know.
My dreams reveal a lot of uncertainty.
They are dreams that show going forward while not knowing.
This feels a lot better, to me, than going forward thinking you know something only to find out later that wasn’t how it was at all.
Better to live in not knowing than living a lie.
Oddly this does not make me cranky.
This brings me peace and calm, knowing that I am the one responsible for what comes next in my life.

Digger2023