Integration | Jessica Woods

(Golden Age of Gaia)

https://jessicawoods.com/blog

Integration happens in phases and cycles.

I have noticed when I am being downloaded with new insights or realizations that I feel scattered and very indecisive, like my human is having a hard time catching up to the consciousness.

This is the best way I can describe it. In order for me to articulate what’s coming through energetically I have to give the energy “time” to process to even begin to put it into words.

These energies have been the most intense and profound sensations. I have been completely disconnected yet more connected than I have ever been.

Deeper layers of the mind unravel bringing greater awareness and ah ha moments that I am not my thoughts. It’s easy to get caught up in everything that your mind is telling you but it takes will to let go of the mind all together.

I’m all over the place. But that’s ok.

Integration can feel messy. I accept it. I experience breakdowns to have a breakthrough.

And through each of these phases & cycles I am given a greater glimpse of all that I am and all that I am not. Accepting it all.

Making peace with feeling however I am feeling, because when I make the intention to surrender to how I’m feeling, I move through it without any resistance to the distortions that arise to remind me that I am human.

Remembering has been the theme for me during this particular gateway.

Remember that I am human and I am spirit.

I am experiencing both simultaneously.