By Steve Beckow, December 26, 2021
(Golden Age of Gaia)
Another reader, Kirsten Mustain (wanderawake.com), sends in her account of a vision of Jesus, followed by her heart opening.
Dear Steve,
I felt called to write to you today after reading “Unlike Anything Most Have Ever Experienced” – on the subject of heart opening.
When I first starting awakening back in the late 1990’s, I had a dream. I was on a train and I disembarked at this mountain I used to visit on the Ute reservation in western Colorado – a place I considered to be very holy. I looked up and saw this huge book on top of the mountain.
It was open and light was streaming out of it and I thought, “Wow, I have looked at this mountain so many times and I’ve never seen that before. How did I miss it?” And then I felt this presence beside me. It was Christ (I considered myself to be a “pagan” at the time). He was radiating this intense love and I was overwhelmed. I couldn’t stay in his presence very long because it was so intense.
So . . . these past couple of decades my heart has been gradually opening more and more. The first thing I noticed, as a teacher, was that I could set the tone in my classroom very easily simply by loving everyone there. I taught speech at the local junior college until the plandemic. (I quit rather than attempt to teach communications with everyone masked etc.)
The students in my classes, regardless of how other professors saw them, were always highly cooperative and kind to one another because I set that tone – very deliberately – with my energy and my actions. Every semester I would watch them bloom, and that was far more important to me than any assignment or test. There were sometimes students who had trouble being in my presence, but they always dropped the class.
In the past couple of years I have noticed a great amplification of that. I only teach yoga and dance classes now, but my students have built a beautiful community with each other. They are unfailingly kind and they express their gratitude in many beautiful ways. Because I love them. Because I radiate that love to them in every moment as I teach.
Those who cannot take that kind of love come once to class and never come back. Through these experiences I can see very clearly how ascension works. Those who are ready for the love are naturally attracted to one another and those who aren’t find a different path. And so we may see it happening right now in the world.
In the past couple of years I have also started having moments in every day when I am so overcome with gratitude and love all I can do is sit with it in ecstasy. You described that in a article recently, so I know you innerstand what I mean. [Yes, I do.] It is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced and very difficult to express with mere words, but it reminds me of that dream – that overwhelming love that is too much to bear if you can’t vibrate at that frequency.
To some that love is a terrible thing because it burns away the darkness and exposes all the things which they wish to hide. (Hehehe – not hard to see that happening now.)
Thanks for your kind attention. Sending you much love and gratitude for your wonderful work. It is more reassuring than I can say to know you are out there in the world.
Kirsten