Beyond the Mind: The Center of Understanding Lies within the Heart | Digger Barr

By Digger Barr, December 5, 2021

(Golden Age of Gaia)

Beyond the Mind: The Center of Understanding Lies within the Heart – Part 1/2

Coming of age gives rise to an unveiling of thoughts.

Things that we know and things that are learned come together in an energetic cocktail of who we are, the “Who” of whom we are becoming.

Yes, I believe that what we remember develops our who in stages. Early levels of remembering can be forgotten as we shed our innocence and move into adulthood. Or move into programming and leave our purity of thought behind.

Sometimes when we remember we also need to be receptive to our past wisdom.

I often reflect on my childhood and try to remember what it is I thought about then.

I know that I knew stuff. And I desperately want to remember those things now. So I very carefully reflect on the thoughts that I can remember and pull those up into my current awareness.

What did I know? What did I think about? What were my questions then?

I have one such experience I never told anyone about as no one would believe it. It would be pooh-poohed as a childhood imagination much like those that had special imaginary friends.

It began when I was quite young but I can still recall the situations as if they were yesterday.

I was at least 6 years old at my earliest recollection, sitting in my room alone. I would watch this dome floating over me.

If one were to peek in at me, they would have found me sitting very still and very quiet, staring off into the space around me.

I thought of it as a spider web. That’s what it looked like to me then. I can now describe it more accurately. It was a webbing of sorts that arched in a dome shape that slowly floated over me until it covered me.

The geodesic pattern or a grid shape was perfect with no irregularities. It was concave as one might see as the inside of a ball or a perfectly round room. The webbing as it were was actually a holographic image of sacred geometry.

I was so fascinated by it I would just sit and watch the hologram emerge. It was a peripheral focus. If I blinked or looked away it would disappear.

Anyone catching me watching this dome or staring out into space would have certainly asked, Are you okay?

I was never afraid. It always made me feel safe. I knew when the spider web showed up I would be safe. This sense of security that has stayed with me all my life. I watched it for years. I remember as a teen I would sit and ask for it and it would show up. I was even able to summon it a couple years ago, almost 50 years later.

I had forgotten about it until one day I was sitting quietly. Just staring out and I got a glimpse of it. Oh, I got excited and just waited. Then, yes, it slowly came into view. I smiled and thought how blessed I was.

And I still have no idea what it is. But I get the sense that it is interactive; therefore a sentient energy of benevolent design. Loving and protective, maybe even healing in purpose, it is my personal bubble in which to travel. Drunvalo Melchizedek might have further insights for me, but for now I am excited to have my bubble buddy back.

I believe we all have this holographic bubble buddy. We just can’t see them. I do not know why I can see mine and would very much love to hear from anyone else that has. This would not have revealed itself to me if we were not part of a greater plan.

(Concluded in Part 2, below.)

Bio

Deanna Barr is a spiritual artist guided to help facilitate the empowerment of humanity. Her journey blends seeking harmony with nature and living in balance while connecting fellow travelers with Gaia and realizing her blessings. Raised in a multicultural family, Deanna writes under the pen name of Digger and explores the human connection to spirit through many mediums of art including painting, metal work, gardening, landscaping and of course writing. With a degree in psychology and experience in Kundalini yoga, Shamanic practitioning and natural healing, she offers spiritual insights for other seekers. Connection to spirit is her way of living and she enjoys sharing this process.



By Digger Barr, December 5, 2021

(Golden Age of Gaia)

Beyond the Mind: The Center of Understanding Lies within the Heart – Part 2/2

(Concluded from Part 1, above.)

Seeking clarity from remembering what I used to know I ran across another very young thought I had.

I was in elementary school. I am sure of it. Lying in bed, early one morning, contemplating the thought of infinity.

That is what most elementary students think about, is it not?

I lay there imagining the outer banks of the galaxy and then pushed beyond that point. I kept going until I thought I had gone far enough and then tried to find an edge. A seam. A corner of the box.

I thought, how can anything not have an end? If it was a thing it would have to be inside another thing. Like a box inside a bigger box and again even that inside another even bigger box. But it would still need to have an end.

How could it keep going on forever? It was so mind boggling that suddenly I knew then I would never be able to understand it.

And so I asked, why won’t I be able to understand it?

And then I knew that my brain – thus, the human brain – was not capable of understanding it. I knew that our human brains were engineered to be limited. We could only think about things in terms of boxes. Things within boundaries and with limits. I accepted the fact that I may never understand infinity in this lifetime. Not with this brain.

Realising the reality of infinity would have to wait. I had to be satisfied with the concept of it, but not the ability to fully understand it.

I did however realize it was ok to think outside the box because I learned in this process that there was more to what we know and that is okay.

This expansive way of thinking has gotten me into trouble a time or two. And that’s okay too.

I know that there is so much more out there and someday the box minds will know that too.

Looking back at this thought process I can see now that I was given downloads of information. Maybe because I wanted so much to understand and kept asking questions. Within myself the answers were provided. All that we need to know is already within us.

Later in college when I read about Socrates. I knew what he said to be true. Not that I was right but that Socrates was right. The universe had already shown me this to be true.

I didn’t know that I knew what I knew. I just knew and that this was how things are.

What I am enjoying learning today is that that is how things are, but, actually, there is so much more than that.

By accepting that the mind is limited I limited myself. Which is probably something I needed to do at the time. It would have driven me crazy and I would not have fit into society. That has been a struggle enough as it was.

Once again I find myself searching for the edge of the galaxy and beyond.

By stretching and exercising the mind I have opened a level of awareness that has moved beyond the mind and found that the center of understanding lies within the heart.

This is where infinity can be found. In the energy of creation, expansion is endless. And when fed and nurtured by the fountain of love it becomes infinite.

Perhaps that is why we are told if it is not of love it cannot be sustained. For those things that are not of Love are finite and thus the energy of its creation will run out and it will cease to exist.

There are a growing number of you out there that will read these words as I did those of Socrates.

Not that I am right but there is something here that you already know to be true.

When we look to others to hand us our knowledge we are adding a bigger box. Each day we may expand and add another big box.

That is okay. It is a way. But if you really want to understand infinity look no further than within and then you will truly know. We are cosmic beings and our being is limitless.

Bio

Deanna Barr is a spiritual artist guided to help facilitate the empowerment of humanity. Her journey blends seeking harmony with nature and living in balance while connecting fellow travelers with Gaia and realizing her blessings. Raised in a multicultural family, Deanna writes under the pen name of Digger and explores the human connection to spirit through many mediums of art including painting, metal work, gardening, landscaping and of course writing. With a degree in psychology and experience in Kundalini yoga, Shamanic practitioning and natural healing, she offers spiritual insights for other seekers. Connection to spirit is her way of living and she enjoys sharing this process.