In Service to the Mother | Steve Beckow

By Steve Beckow, November 20, 2021

(Golden Age of Gaia)

In Service to the Mother – Part 1/2

I’d like to address in one compact article what we can expect by way of enlightenment if we agree to serve the Divine Mother as a lightworker.

Purposes vary from lifetime to lifetime. There are lifetimes in which it’s appropriate to bend everything to seeking enlightenment and lifetimes in which it’s not.

Let me illustrate that from Gandhi’s lifetime.

I suspect that it wasn’t his purpose to seek enlightenment in that lifetime but to lead a people in very practical ways.

But Gandhi was enlightened in his lifetime as St. Francis and it was appropriate to seek it in that lifetime. (1) Purposes vary.

In this lifetime, if you’re reading this, chances are you’ve agreed to serve the Divine Mother as a lightworker.

I can illustrate from my own case what that service contract imposes upon one in terms of their own spiritual experiences.

However, though I do so, this isn’t about me; it’s about the celestials’ considerations around the enlightenment of lightworkers as reflected in their messages.

Evidently I volunteered to be a guinea pig in this lifetime because, I think, my guides knew I’d write about it.

It isn’t my destiny this time to be a guru, as I’ll look at later in this essay. It’s my destiny to be a communicator, who stays in touch with his readers.

The Mother said to me in 2019:

Divine Mother: You have chosen long, long ago with Me, with Annastara [my twin flame], with ME KI AL to be a communicator and an agent of change.

But you have chosen this because you’ve said to me, “Mother, what if they forget? I will remind them. I will communicate with them through words, through my passion, through my heart, through my knowing. I will communicate the love to them.”

This is your task and it is a task of change as this planet in this great chaos in flux, chooses, yes, by this wonderful instrument of free will, as they choose and as you choose, to simply be the love. (2)

What a wonderful job description. How could I – a writer – refuse?

I’ve had numerous experiences truncated in this lifetime because they’d interfere with that very service contract.

You’ve heard the conversations before but here I draw them together.

The Divine Mother acknowledged truncating the sight of the Self that occurred at Xenia Retreat Center, Sept. 18, 2018. It’s usually a fourth-chakra enlightenment experience of a Light brighter than a thousand Suns, a life-changing event.

Steve: The experience at Xenia, Mother, was that truncated?

Divine Mother: Slightly, yes.

Steve: I had the thought [it was]. … The Light I saw should have been brighter than a thousand suns. The fact that it wasn’t suggests to me that the experience was truncated. …

DM: It was not is brilliant as possible, let us put it that way.

Steve: Alright… And again, the reason is to keep me in sync with my readers?

DM: To keep you in sync with your readers. But let me be very clear…. If you had seen the light as it actually is – yes, a million, billion suns – you would have simply departed. …

We don’t mean die but you would have departed the life that you have designed – yes, with us – for yourself, for the service you are providing – you would have departed and simply said, ‘I do not need to do this. I will just simply sit in the bliss of love and good luck, everybody!’ (3)

Of course she’s totally right. When I feel bliss, I have no further concern for the outside world. Not appropriate in a lightworker.

So I would have departed from my service contract and wandered off to the Himalayas to finish the job. But that wasn’t my assignment.

A second experience occurred while I was lying down one night in February of 2012. I experienced a spontaneous golden river of kundalini flowing above me, past my eyes, and diving into the Sahasrara or Seventh Chakra.

Ordinarily that sight would result in Brahmajnana or Seventh-Chakra enlightenment, but I felt no bliss. Without bliss, the experience was no deeper than watching a remarkable movie.

I later asked Michael about it:

Steve: Ordinarily you would experience Brahmajnana at that point but I felt that it had been muted, toned down.



AAM: When you use the term “dramatic enlightenment experiences” [as I had earlier], you are talking about Nirvana. You are talking about the unity of all with One.

It is not to say that you will not experience that, but you cannot (well, you can if you wish; it is a choice to) simply remain in that state of unity, of One, or be fully conscious, [and] in service, in action….

So, it is a toning down, if anything. It really is the middle ground. …

You know that enlightenment is right there in front of you. It is yours to access. But if you are in service, you will not choose to live there. …

You can think of it as keeping two feet firmly on the ground. (4)

Later he returned to the point:

AAM: If you fully enter into the bliss, into the One, you will not be interested in returning and serving. It will be a different experience, and it is not the experience that you have selected and chosen for yourself at this time. (5)

On other occasions he’s repeated the message:

Archangel Michael: Because you are a communicator, it is important not only to share the truth of your being, of our being, but also to be able to clearly relate to people where they are. (6)

AAM: It is important that you speak and communicate in language that people understand, embrace and can get behind. (7)

AAM: If you venture, as you would often like to, too far ahead of the crowd, then whom are you speaking to? (8)

We get to choose between service and enlightenment and neither choice is right or wrong. It’s just that enlightenment isn’t what we signed on for.

I talked to Archangel Michel years ago about early Ascension and his response is again informative in this regard:

Steve: Should I be orienting toward ascending early or not? I have this sense that I’m supposed to be here.

Archangel Michael: You’re supposed to be here. …

If you sit with me and you ask of me to come right away, then of course, I will work with you. Such is my love for you. [But] that has not been our plan.

S: No … I understand that I’m supposed to be doing what I’m doing. I don’t want to be going against the plan.

AAM: Then stay put, dear heart. (9)

Note that in all these discussions the Mother and Michael are speaking with authority – that is, they’re speaking as folks who have some say and interest in the matter of of our enlightenment, some role to play, some deciding capability.

(Concluded in Part 2, below.)

Footnotes

(1) Steve: Boy! There’s so much I want to ask you! Were you Mohandas Gandhi?

St. Francis: Yes, I was.

SB: Oh, my. My! I’m overwhelmed to hear that. I feel so affected. Thank you.

SF: You know that you are ferreting out my secrets, do you not? But yes, I am glad to share it with you. (“St. Francis Reveals at Least One of His Later Lives: As Mohandas Gandhi,” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/ascension-as-of-2012/the-masters-return/st-francis-reveals-at-least-one-of-his-later-lives-as-mohandas-gandhi/.)

I’ve heard that Gandhi was enlightened upon his transition. I feel certain he’s an ascended master. And as an ascended master, he may have been Eleventh-Dimensional, the dimension of mastery. Normal enlightenment theory does not include a discussion of the dimensions.

(2) The Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019 at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/06/01/the-divine-mother-it-is-all-a-journey-of-love/. Hereafter DM.

(3) DM, Oct. 26, 2018.

(4) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 14, 2012. Hereafter AAM.

(5) Loc. cit.

(6) AAM, April 19, 2017.

(7) AAM, Feb. 7, 2013.

(8) AAM, Aug. 21, 2015.

(9) AAM, Sept. 13, 2011.



By Steve Beckow, November 20, 2021

(Golden Age of Gaia)

In Service to the Mother – Part 2/2

(Concluded from Part 1, above.)

My thesis is that the celestials stage-manage our enlightenments and I don’t think we fully recognize the role they play. If we did, instead of fasting in the desert for forty days and forty nights, we might simply focus our love on them and invoke them and the universal laws ourselves.

Here’s Michael acknowledging that he meters out lightworker enlightenment while we’re in service:

Archangel Michael: If you were to complete your full ascension, many of you would not bother to stay and finish the creation of Nova Earth.

Steve: So you really have to meter it out to us, so to speak, so as not to send us flying off into some other pursuit?

AAM: That is correct. (1)

I rest my case.

So if my own circumstances are anything to go by, we as lightworkers can expect to have our enlightenment metered out to us, so to speak, so as not to eliminate us from service or the thought of service from us. We’ll still be given encouraging experiences but not so much as to have us forget why we’re here.

Some of them may be truncated experiences of higher dimensions. How can we prevent our experiences from turning us into gurus? I asked Michael.

Archangel Michael: You did not come to live as a guru in a western or eastern manner.

Steve: Can you help me make sense of returning to my interdimensionality while not becoming a guru figure?

AAM: It is very simple: Visit; don’t stay. (2)

Visit. Don’t stay. Keep our feet on the ground. They will give us as much as we need to get the job done:

Steve: We will have enough to do the job, enough smarts, enough heart?

Archangel Michael: Think of it as growing every day. Then you [lightworkers] are given more responsibility, more allowance, and more cooperation. You begin to fully see us and engage with us. Many of the Masters return. So that you’re given all that you need to expand like a flower blossoming. (3)

So we serve the invited guests first and get our meal after. We’re here in service to the Mother, but it doesn’t mean we ultimately lose out.

And, since we rise along with everyone else, we’ll ascend as soon as the rest of the planet does. Just not ahead.

Footnotes

(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, March 10, 2017.

(2) AAM, May 6, 2013.

(3) AAM, March 10, 2017.