Walking the Tightrope I'm Holding | Steve Beckow

Giacomond by Quint Buchholz

By Steve Beckow, August 9, 2021

(Golden Age of Gaia)

Walking the Tightrope I’m Holding – Part 1/3

For a bit, my articles may read more like journal entries. I can’t keep up with the flow of new information and other ideas that are coming into me and Michael has asked me not to try to:

Archangel Michael: Do not turn down anything! So sometimes you have thought… Well, maybe if I slowed it down a bit, maybe if I paid closer attention to the details of what the input… Think of it as a constant stream. Think of a computer, a constant stream of input coming into your mechanism called the brain.

Do not turn it down because what you are doing in the upgrades is literally learning how to access what is important to you, what is meaningful to you and, yes, to the collective but we are talking about you at this moment.
 (1)

I’ll come to the interdimensional side of things in a moment. One upgrade happened on June 7 and another on July 31. Michael often calls these “snaps” and “ignitions” as well.

Whether the unsettling factor is an upgrade or interdimensional travel, he wants me to allow the flow.

One of the impacts of this on me is that I remain in an explorative modality. That means that I write ethnography, narrative, or biography rather than analysis because all will be too new to reach a conclusion about.

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Another thing I’m finding is that, for me at least, this isn’t the time to project my ideas of how it’s always been onto the future.

I’ve been suspecting for some time that we’re generally in a higher-vibrational setting than we believe we are and it only awaits our waking up to it to have it be seen and felt.

This latest experience – being able to draw ecstasy up from my heart – reinforces that hunch. I never used to be able to do this in the past. Have I caught up with the present yet?

My expectations of the setting/vibration seem to be less than the vibration is holding out to me. Where is Giacomond when you need him?

Since we’re all of us God, of course we’re holding up the rope like Giacomond. And it ‘s going precisely where we say it is, by the Law of Attraction.

Giacomond simply cannot be seen with Third-Dimensional, empirical-materialist eyes. With higher-dimensional, spiritually-oriented ones, he’s crystal clear, obvious.

Where is your rope leading? We’re all Giacomonds.

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I’ve run out of rope, so to speak. I’m sticking around here for a while. Ecstasy is far and away enough to keep me happy. Here’s what the Divine Mother said about this state a while ago:

“You explode [July 31] and you feel all the energies of the universe. And then, because you are becoming attuned to that feeling, that ecstasy, it steps down, and then you anchor it within your expanded field.

“But each time you do the connection, it expands you more and more and more, and your capacity to love, to create, to do, to be, to connect, more and more and more, until there is no memory, no experience, of separation. It was an illusion. It is a false grid. And it has been the shackles. But it is not real.” (2)

Her description is a touch grander than my experience, which I believe is toned down slightly. But I’m glad to hear that our ecstasy anchors. That was a piece of the puzzle I needed to know.

I feel reassured that I’m not flying the coop by experiencing ecstasy. The Mother says:

Divine Mother: Now, some of you have joined me in the ecstasy of bliss, and I thank you. I thank you for letting me in. You say, “Well, Mother, I knew you were coming in anyway.” That is true, but there are many who resist. (3)

OK, so I’m still on track by experiencing it and letting it go. But too much and I could decide to leave.

What was it she said? “I do not need to do this. I will just simply sit in the bliss of love and good luck, everybody!” (4) That’s it exactly. They’re watching out for that and I’m also watching.

(To be continued in Part 2, tomorrow.)

Footnotes

(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 13, 2016. [Hereafter AAM.]

(2) “The Divine Mother: You Are Experiencing Love in Ways that You Have Not Known Before,” channeled by Linda Dillon, November 14, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/11/the-divine-mother-you-are-experiencing-love-in-ways-that-you-have-not-known-before/.

(3) “The Divine Mother: We are Creating a New Species of Humans,” July 12, 2014, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/07/12/the-divine-mother-we-are-creating-a-new-species-of-humans/.

(4) Divine Mother: [The sight of the Self at Xenia was truncated ] to keep you in sync with your readers. But let me be very clear…. If you had seen the light as it actually is – yes, a million, billion suns – you would have simply departed. …

We don’t mean die but you would have departed the life that you have designed – yes, with us – for yourself, for the service you are providing – you would have departed and simply said, ‘I do not need to do this. I will just simply sit in the bliss of love and good luck, everybody!’” (Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 26, 2018.)

That was Michael’s opinion as well:

Archangel Michael: If you fully enter into the bliss, into the One, you will not be interested in returning and serving. It will be a different experience, and it is not the experience that you have selected and chosen for yourself at this time. … You know that enlightenment is right there in front of you. It is yours to access. But if you are in service, you will not choose to live there. (AAM, Feb. 14, 2012.)

AAM: You are already moving. You have been dipping your toes, your hands, your head; you have been swimming, flying, walking, strolling through the higher realms, the Ascension Portal, the interdimensional reality – you are there.

Part of your and part of our recommendation to you is to play, to laugh, to enjoy, to be physical, so that you are anchored in the physical reality – because you are here to be a transition point and to be able to show people how to do both.

If you were completely involved in your full awakening, you in very great likelihood would not be forming a platform with me. You would be off somewhere in an ashram meditating. …

Ground yourself. Be human and love the experience of being in form. (AAM, May 6, 2013.)



By Steve Beckow, August 10, 2021

(Golden Age of Gaia)

Walking the Tightrope I’m Holding – Part 2/3

(Continued from Part 1, yesterday.)

Let me develop the quandary a bit. In absolute terms, none of us needs to do this lightwork and things will still work out. Our Father could of these stones raise up children unto Abraham. If the banquet guests are not ready, Jesus will go out and take people off the street.

In my view, only that which is in the Mother’s Plan will occur and what is in the Mother’s Plan will occur. (1) Ascension itself – not who ascends – is the Mother’s Plan and it will occur no matter who plays what role or who ascends and who does not.

So, again in absolute terms, I am not necessary for the success of the Plan.

But, if we’re lightworkers, then being that implies a soul contract entered into before birth. (These can also be amended.)

My quandary is that in the course of “visiting” higher states, I may end up wanting to stay there. No, the Mother wants a communicator, not a guru figure who remains on a higher dimension in consciousness:

Divine Mother: You have chosen long, long ago with Me, with Annastara [my twin flame], with ME KI AL to be a communicator and an agent of change.

You have chosen this because you’ve said to me, “Mother, what if they forget? I will remind them. I will communicate with them through words, through my passion, through my heart, through my knowing. I will communicate the love to them.”

This is your task and it is a task of change as this planet [is] in this great chaos, in flux. (2)

We need people to communicate what’s happening, particularly from the point of view of the Company of Heaven.

We need pathfinders to show us how to navigate through what will be for 98% of the population a totally new and inexplicable experience. Some lightworkers – gatekeepers and loveholders – need to go first, then explain to the rest what is happening, and show the way through.

A communicator communicates person to person. A guru has the connotation of more than/less than.

Also, a guru teaches individual students while a pathfinder/communicator seeks to entrain. That’s why they’re called “influencers.” Ours is a process of entrainment via social media today.

Michael explains in what sounds to me like a generic statement, one that may apply to every lightworker, now or in the future.

Archangel Michael: What you have now is the knowingness that you are, for purposes of explanation, moving forward dimensionally, flowing back and forth, and that sense also of the flow throughout dimensions, that you can flow back and forth, that it was not restricted, that it wasn’t that you arrived at Heaven’s Gate and that was it.

This flow is new. Well, it is not new but it is new to human thinking and the sense that, yes, you are not looking for students or followers. What you are truly doing, yes, as pathfinders, [is] you are showing the way, but you are also bringing along the collective in entrainment. (3)

So never mind just planting a seed in the collective consciousness, but bringing the collective along in entrainment. That’s a heavy responsibility.

Therefore, in terms of the choices that I make, which determine in the long run where I go, I don’t choose to go further into ecstasy and I don’t choose to hold onto it either. When it goes, it goes and I’ll be on to the next dimension and divine state.

It’s the spaces themselves I’m interested in. Let me rephrase that. It’s how I feel in these spaces that I’m interested in. Is not how we feel the most important (undeclared) matter to most people?

Michael said something some time ago that continues to fascinate me. He said:

AAM: Those human beings, particularly those in the higher vibrations, [are] learning to hold all the divine qualities and to be operating from all the divine qualities at once. (4)

Now that is a challenge which to me is like going to the Moon for some people. All the divine qualities…. Hmmmm….

(Concluded in Part 3, tomorrow.)

Footnotes

(1) Divine Mother: I know very clearly, sweet one, as do you, if it is not [in] my Plan, then it will not occur. (The Divine Mother in “Enter the Delegations – Part 2/3,” May 5, 2019, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/05/05/enter-the-delegations-part-2-3/. Reading, April 30, 2019.

Divine Mother: Make no mistake, Sweet One, Love will win because that has been my Plan always. (Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019.)

(2) The Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019 at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/06/01/the-divine-mother-it-is-all-a-journey-of-love/.

(3) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 17, 2017. [Hereafter AAM.]

(4) AAM, Jan. 4, 2019.



By Steve Beckow, August 11, 2021

(Golden Age of Gaia)

Walking the Tightrope I’m Holding – Part 3/3

(Concluded from Part 2, yesterday.)

One of the reasons I’ve tried to be clear about my mission, giving lots of supporting quotes for you to consider, is to show how “mission” is arrived at – by the “design committee” – how we forget about it along with everything else from our past, and how blissful we feel when we’re at work it it, doing what we love. For me that’s writing.

I hope that you extrapolate from my account to your own situation. Prior to actually “meeting” Archangel Michael in early 2011, I had no idea about any of these matters.

I’ve been fortunate in that Sanat Kumara, Archangel Michael, the Lord Arcturus and the Divine Mother have all clarified what they want from me. (1) There’s no mystery to it and I can simply get down to work.

But I digress.

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One of my assignments – because I have a few – financial, editorial, international, and multidimensional – is to visit the higher realms and report back, which is what I’m doing at this moment.

I’m not boarding an airplane or a spaceship and sailing off to a new destination. The world around me hasn’t faded out and a new Shangri-La manifested.

I feel ecstasy. For as long as I’m “in” it or can “hold onto” the space, I feel elevated above all concerns. And of course I don’t lose love or bliss. All of that comes with me, adding to the experience of what must be the icing on the cake.

The Book of Nothing comes to mind. In this space one moment is no different than another. But don’t get the idea that all is vacant because of that.

Remember the tremendous sense of well-being I have. What would induce me to look for something in the next moment when I have everything I want in this one? Why would the next moment be more valuable than this one?

Never mind leaving for the Himalayas. Why would I want to go anywhere other than where I am right now? And how could I do it, given how inward-turned I feel?

If I truly allowed ecstasy to blossom, all of this would be over for me. New chapter. New book.

Good morning, dear…. I dreamt I participated in an Ascension somewhere … last night…….

I breathe up ecstasy from my heart. In this moment and for however long it lasts, there’s nothing wrong in my world. Nothing amiss. Nothing out of place. Nothing to disturb the peace.

Footnotes

(1) I quote at length here so you can see the way the masters converse with us as their partners in co-creation, on the subject of missions. Here’s Sanat:

Sanat Kumara: You are the voice, the mind, and the being of clarity and integrity. This is what you have spent your life seeking. And sharing. It is the essence of your being. It is who you are and it is what you bring. It is among the gifts you bring to the planet. …

So if you think of yourself in this way, this is what I am doing, and I communicate the information that people need if they are still in third-dimensional reality, and they need clear, reliable, unfettered access to information — and as you know, information is something that has been controlled upon your planet for a very long time. …

So you are breaking that paradigm and that is part of your role and what you do. (Sanat Kumara in a personal reading with Steve Beckow et al through Linda Dillon, Dec. 7, 2011.)

Here’s Michael:

Steve: Can you help me make sense of returning to my interdimensionality while not becoming a guru figure.

It is very simple, visit don’t stay. So what you are doing, you are pulling into the 5th – into what you think of as your reality – the qualities of mastery without setting yourself apart from the masses.

You… are teaching others that they can access the mastery and still be in the Christ Consciousness, in the expanded awareness in the physical form and in the love. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, May 6, 2013.) [Hereafter AAM.]

This implies interdimensional travelling.

Here’s the Lord Arcturus.

Lord Arcturus: Now, you have come to a planet in this and in other lifetimes to assist – yes, through communication, through clarity – with the progression of the planet through the elimination of the old third, which was really quite disastrous, [to] the progression up through the fifth, through the six, to the seventh so that the planetary system will reside in a level of higher consciousness, Christed consciousness, as you think of it.

Now in order to do that, it is highly beneficial – and this is where mutuality comes in – that you would have, not only the intelligence but the perspective of the higher dimensions (it is not a hierarchy but it is different).

And so the perspective say of the ninth dimension is very different than the perspective of say the third, the fifth or the seventh dimension.

Because it is very important that humanity realize, as they are in their unfoldment to a grander plan, that the seventh dimension is not the end of the road, not the be all and end all.

And so, some of the perspective, the experience, the knowing, the intelligence of different dimensionality is highly beneficial [for you to have] in helping them move into that higher-dimensional anchoring. (Lord Arcturus in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 12, 2019.)

Divine Mother’s instructions appear in Part 2.

Curiously Michael has said that the next Ascension I – and I assume others from our Ascension team gathered here on Earth – will be from the Seventh Dimension:

Steve: The next assignment is in the Seventh Dimension?

Archangel Michael: You will have a choice of planetary systems. This is just the warm-up for that Ascension. It is to bring a further rising of vibrations to those throughout the Universe. 
(AAM, Sept. 13, 2011.)