Gracious Me | Pine Cone

No More Poisonous Deals | Sadhguru

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A few weeks ago, after I almost died again outside all alone, but made it back inside the house in, and out of consciousness to take my sweaty layers off, I realized this is a medical emergency guidance enough to find an alternative way to clear snow after storms. This new surprising priority helped me surrender to my advancing age, and actually try to buy a tractor snowblower, instead of selling this relatively new Home in nature.

My new priority perception was a surrender to my new set of needs, not to act like i was still young, and as capable to to depend on my rage-engine to overwork this old Body. Holy Spirit guidance woke me out of a deep sleep this night, to change my mind, and cancel the well planned purchase tomorrow. A few details need to be activated to cancel the purchase, but the emergency need will disappear as long as I am the one who changes my Rage-engine attitude.

When I went to sell the, really adequate snowblower I follow around on foot, a Craigslist scammer Bully tried to use a bad check to truck away my snowblower for fraud-free, but I saved myself that loss, with the guidance of Holy Spirit responsiveness. This violation triggered my many death experiences by Bullies, and got my PTSD up for more healing to go through the experience, instead of moving again for the 59th time since I was 21 years old.

I tried to sell the present snowblower again, but was very wary, and reduced the price as I felt myself wondering if I wanted to burden myself with an extra $300 monthly payment. Everything is, all set up for me to go ahead with this tractor purchase, but I remember learning in New Age communities how God allows U-turns any time, any where. I am cancelling this planned purchase, and going to picture myself as an old crippled-up man on this mountain, so when I hobble along behind my old Snowblower, baby steps picture me walking along with no rage making me overdo it, like usual.

I am the one who needs changing from letting my rage control, how hard I work when my poor angry victim family used to justify using hard work, as an outlet to express rage, instead of Tears of shame for getting Killed constantly by the elite Deep State Satanic Psychopaths. I am volunteering to offer my experience as a way to wake up inside, and slow down to accept our Collective-genocide, by gracefully walking behind more as the cripple old age has assured me, I am appropriately surrendering to.

Hobble hobble stumble trip along, slow down, and stop a-lot with a Good Gracious me to avoid letting my New World Order rage kick me in the gut, ever again, so I aim to do my graceful part to remember who I am, deep inside Nothingness, where no energy vampire has any fear, and shame control over ‘my body is my body’ any more. Nothing Hobbling along stumbling into Nothingness meditation snow, to take a trip inside Heaven, already slowed down to notice stopping a-lot with, even more ever-more Gracious Me responsiveness for myself, and everyone else, daring enough to keep as aware as any wakening Alliance-devotee keeps inspiring others together in ONENESS.

I volunteer in a new Gracious Me awareness devotee-mode way, without thrashing, and banging my scared-self into an earlier Death, falling into the hands, and many faces of Satanic evil motives to enjoy watching us, all die in their planned/our genocidal-complicity. I can picture slowing down, with a grateful new peaceful attitude, as an example of Nothing ID, now after death and back again no matter how long, all these RV changes happening may take. Nothing Now, nothing dead, and Nothing back again, wouldn’t want to miss all the wonderful results of, so many working together in awareness to break the back of spineless Cannibal-cowards.

Holy Spirit says slow down, be grateful for anything I’ve got already, and let go of all my family rage at Christmas, and live alone, until we need ya, and believe everyone we, all are going to need each other on this One. Say NO to your Mother again, No to Ego again, No to the old ways, and No to anything-ness that gets in the way of Nothingness. Ok Ok Ok I had a temporary relapse from, almost dying all sweaty, out in the freezing cold alone on the side of this mountain? This is the way to go ‘through’ with everything, instead of moving again for the 59th time, just because a few Trauma-demons startled me again.

Holy Crap; I Wonder if this will change my Rage-attitude to “Gracious Me” hobble/stumble volunteer Post Writing too? I love living privately in Nature, and I wouldn’t want to sabotage my budget, and maybe miss, directly experiencing the change of life coming sooner than later now. I bet this Holiday triggers a lot of pain anniversaries, like giving, all my money to Monsters who use it to kill our children, and sick the police on anyone who falls down on the Haarp/Cern/Poison Earth slave-industrial paths, and anyone else who bends down and tries to pick up another?

Please take any advice back into yourself, and hobble along with me, instead of trying to make your Minion-self look better than me? Remember any old timer holds back sharing the old age aspects for the young, to experience their own fading, when, and if it ever comes in your own unconscious judging Rage-volunteer Surrender-time.

ex: put on three layers, and get started, when incontinence fools ya, so back inside, clean up shower again, and get all dressed up again, maybe, only twice if your lucky? Imagine, not being able to bend over to cut your toe nails now, and use getting dressed, and undressed three time as a Humble-laugh to use as an exercise in real patience, even before falling down, almost dead in a snow bank on the Satanic smily-face Vatican-demon Blood-river? I have another youth thing to tell: Fight fiercely for your independence, to avoid going into an old age home, looking up helplessly into the man-hating faces of old worn out deaf desensitized Democratic-women.

Old people, already know what, who, and where the elite-minions hide and aren’t we Gracious not to shoot-a-few before the matrix protects them from their own Laws below them? Gracious you too, the moment you begin to think you know anything, more than Nothingness in perfect Know Nothing Humility Old Age, without humiliation harmonizing within Lovingness Kind-acceptance, instead of looking-good deadness? Is it kind to tell old secrets to “Gracious Me” hobble young people, except when to tell any to stop Minion-raging too? Until your child has been raped and sacrificed, cancel your own damned tractor purchase, and enjoy all the ‘exorcise’ incontinence automatically provides at no Millennial-cost, and no Feminism-interest payments in Old Age-abuse Sacrifice-homes.

Almost embarrassing dawn, and time to cancel the purchase, just in time, in case the debt-jubilee keeps, all the money I gave them, waiting for the good-doers to wake up with us, and die Nothingness right? Thank You Holy Spirit for, never using that bad check, and slowing me down to a Good Gracious Me rage-less dysfunctional family New-idea debtless-ness? What doesn’t kill us makes us Fierce-independent Patriot WWG1WGA Alliance-stronger, Bill of Rights Intuitive, and a lot-stop-Light exchange Slower-devotee Brighter?