1, 2, 3, Score/m, f, pretend-life, No-more | Pine Cone

OSHO: For Thirty-two Years I Have Been Absolutely Nothing

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Alters 1, 2, seem to exist separately ensconced in their own little Codependent-addiction world of a continual experience repeating trauma in a Duality loop of habitual Time and Space spinning with it’s own solid memory Illusion gravity. Alter 3 plays the subtler Host, still caught up in the Duality gross-system switching, but occasionally able to live a little, almost in acceptance of gross 1, gross 2, and almost subtle free-energy, but not quite gross let-go yet from any three of the ole 1, 2, 3 linear time Three Ring Circus clowning around in Mortal Physical-role Karma Gender-alter Illusion, never really Universal Cosmic Light Existence True Self Subtle unborn infinite life ID, ally ally absolute in-free of Multiple past/present/future Mortal Physical-role Karma Personality Illusion Disorder.

Male-alters 1, and Female-alters 2, seem to exist separately ensconced in their own little Codependent-addiction Karma-world of a continual experience repeating trauma in a Duality loop of habitual Time and Space spinning with it’s own solid memory Earth Illusion gravity. Alter 3 plays the subtler Host, still caught up in the Duality gross-system switching, but occasionally able to live a little free, almost in acceptance of gross 1, gross 2, and almost subtle free-energy, but not quite gross let-go free-yet from any three of the ole 1, 2, 3 linear time Three Ring Circus clowning around in Mortal Physical-role Karma Gender-alter Illusion, never really Universal Cosmic Light Existence True Self Subtle unborn infinite life ID, ally ally absolute in-free of Multiple past/present/future Mortal Physical-role Karma Personality Illusion Disorder.

To score a Creative Intelligent Aware life of eternal youth as Universal Cosmic Light Existence Holy Spirit forgiveness devotion valid ID, and stop pretending Gender-alters any more, transition back, and forth increasing Cognitive-awareness Light-enough to begin to explore the crack in the cosmic egg, as it were and, really is awaiting your free invisible subtle-acceptance life living-will. Any recovering MPD living in gross shock alter-land knows, all too well to begin to accept all their alters instead of avoiding them, because each Gender-alter lifetime took the trauma hit for us while we, still could barely pretend life is but a dreamy, almost subtle 3, on the Mortal Physical-role Karma Illusion Gross-gender alter-escape to subtle Light-life Immortal Love innocent eternal-youth Flux~flow Galactic Halo-energy Nirvana-freedom.

Gross-male, Gross-female, dreamy pretend trials, and subtle life for~every~where free washes the clown make-up all off and viola; there was Nothing Gross underneath left to, even be able to join the traveling Three Ring Circus Mortal-spinning no MPD Body-prison doing-Time Pretend-more. This morning in my number 3 subtler Host Dreamy-awareness hit, one of many female alter life-timers somehow almost knew she wasn’t happy harming me but, just couldn’t make the jump from her Circus-alter long enough to be True-light to her Life-self, within me-yet.

I watched all these layers sort of over-laying for me to witness ‘myself’ in her mirror, and here it is; a fine specimen of the many Subtle ways we can unlearn Gross-gender alters, and get a subtle life~alive as our invisible True Self appears to completely disappear from the ole 1, 2, 3, very entertaining gross Three Ring Circus Clown acts, mesmerizing the crap out of our lost ancient eternal-youth, gone Gender machine-gun Gross snake-swallowed-the obvious-elephant in the Banker’s living room Breeder-viral vault.

If Gender is an alter, and transition 3 sees the subtler dream, then MPD is our prison, and Gender-free is what Alter-free “Source Score” means to live a pretend life no more, it-less ness seems a 1, 2, mirror-double negative Gambler ante-up to free-me. Who am I, but one alter waiting in line for my turn to Gender-switch, and keep on pretending life, until I take a number three if that’s, even possible for a half-gross/half-subtle Gender half-life creamy dreamer? Thank you for every dream to show me, all the ways I am every part of every dream, even and especially if the character appears as the other gross Clown-yucky mirror-double hungry Gender-snake on ad elephant-bulge infinitum-obvious now!!! Codependent Gender-alters are never alone…;)) “Oh yeah, that’s for Duality Gross-gender half `n half 1, 2, 3, for Parent-child Family Circle-cuss chemical-solid Puss-snot 1, 2, 3 triangle-sure.

1, 2, 3 Gross-no Gender-more if you MPD Alter-free please? This is a welcome-life anti-Earth Switching-collective Mom Sex Kid Cop Rob Mob Posse-worship Mortal Physical-role Karma-wheel Illusion inside me, myself, and I-surrender? Thank me_you 1, 2, 3, Score/m, f, pretend-life, No more 3-dream.