So Much to Unlearn | Pine Cone

OSHO: The Miracle of Meditation

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I remember sometimes when I hated someone close, so much that an evil force inside me made me Love another more, just because everything BS inside me knew Loving another would make that someone close to me that, I hated so much suffer in a measure of how much I increased fake Loving another to harm everyone involved, including, and especially in total disregard of my, own True Self, but it seemed worth it at the time. ;)(;

This is how my Mother hated her Husband, my Father, and how she, also hated her other Children, my Siblings, so there is a lot to unlearn about the Law of Attraction motives from looking outside for anything, but more #2 BS Duality 3D Karma repeating mirror-double miming my Mother fake-out Hate Usury Narcissist Supply-addiction jealous/vengeance True Self destructive-trouble.

Love is, not only against all Mortal BS upside-down backward sleazy Mother Earth Mother-hate narcissist Child-supply Law, but Love is against any Law, including wanting to attract anything from outside me, that wishes I had, never used this Mother Law to magnetize the SHTF against my, very own individual Spirit Light authentic freedom from everything evil of Earth Low light frequency Mother-owner vibration Sex-slavery. There is certainly a Lot to unlearn about this Hate-method to pretend Love-vengeance Family-triangulation manipulation will, ever appear worth selling my soul heretofore, all Sorrow-filled Karmic Machine-gun suffering Yestermorrows.

I remember making myself believe my Sexy Mother, really Loved me, but I had already been had so bad, that once she made me hate my Father as bad as she hated her Husband, everyone in this family hated my guts for looking like her favorite, when she had, already lied to each of us separately, that we were all her favorite denied hate-poison Love to kill herself, and everyone around close enough to, never become free again in this one, same Family evil lifetime under her Law of Attraction control Usury.

There is nothing of the evil World worth attracting from outside me, so if Love Listening the Law of Attraction inspires “So Much to Unlearn”, combined with the hearing motive to look outside for something worth seeing selling my soul for, then I am grateful to know, that there is so much more than I realized to unlearn from those, that remain in a sick-loyalty to Mortal Abuse-addiction, as if anything outside anyone needs more needy attracting, judging others, manipulating motives, and unlearning doing the same Hate/Love thing and expecting different insane Mother-replication self-destructive outside attraction Evil-supply results.

Yesterday I finished the wood shed, and applied all the hardware on all 4 air dry doors to open, or lock up to protect the dried wood when we lose electricity in survival mode to be prepared, not scared. Today after Mourning forgiveness prayers, The law of attraction effort called out to me to unlearn more BS of the evil World tom foolery. I didn’t want to appear like I was picking a fight, but I realized who started it in defense of their unsavory manipulations to attract anything from outside themselves, and I have to tell you, that I felt judged about unlearning, renouncing, and letting go of any more needy need untoward the Mortal Physical-role Karma Illusion of Death unreality.

Poetry usually helps me express the Holy Spirit Muse about, more difficult wordless inspirations, but I, really imagined I could respond without defending against my attackers, so without using a title like “Law of attraction BS”, I wanted to assert myself without attacking directly but I, still have so much to unlearn, and so do others, just like my Mother and me, who would rather fight Illusions making fun of insanity in a mirror than switch off Earth-evil mind-control Holidays.

Look at me having negative feelings about laws, and attracting anything from going #2 Duality 3D Hate BS Love manipulation!!! Getting used, to get rid of my, own Father now seems like the dirtiest trick in the Mother-book, and I am, so ashamed for buying into her Family Triangulation BS, that it must be a core issue to get left behind with only one Bad-parent who used her new increased Blackmail Power to replace my mind with her needy need to destroy as much kindness, as when Love went right out her same Narcissist Child supply window.

Sharing feelings with, others who, actually may enjoy hearing misfortune from others, as a little Bloodlust-tickle sensation, at least gives me a little relief knowing that’s how some use feelings, back on others to make sure they don’t have to, or ever want to unlearn what works for them, as long as they have to be here, like my Mother figured out, till she died, and went inside on the Hate-free ride of her Codependent Mortal anti-life, for the first time in her, own outside ‘been had, so bad’ lifeless Dark Worker unloving rat-a-tat tat Machine gun Law of Puppet Attraction War-manipulation minion-experiential Money Mafia Cabal-support.

Self-disclosing another personal core issue may, accidentally personify our Universal Mother Earth core issue, but there is so much to unlearn here, let me be the first to admit “I don’t know” if anything here is, really worth fighting my, own Karma-shadows with my Mother-replication past lifetimes again, over and over with no more poetry to turn one word into a wordless acceptance lyric, right up to, and including the unconscious-end relief. We can pray for a coma, or get knocked down/up, or out so our unconscious mind stops co-creating, as a way to stop ‘attracting’, as if we still believe we aren’t responsible for everything, that appears as our, very own personal unconscious outside expectation Quanta, from everything we haven’t unlearned yet.

At the, very “I Don’t Know” least we can become teachable, as a way to enjoy Spirit Light caring happiness without trying to control/teach/preach/use others? My response Today may, just be a normal human-response to a pretty abnormal inhumane “New Age Gang-stalking humiliation”, but what do I know, maybe there’s a Mother-lot of others like my Mother who say “Love” and hate like a Dark Triad Narcissist Psycho Machiavellian burro beast of many, not so Fox Hole-attractive Mortal-switchback sow-what-ya-War-reap Hate-incoming to hear/see Karma S(he) Haw Gender-burdens?