Good Bye Cruel World | Pine Cone

Five Wet Monkeys

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I am at my own Funeral Pyre, and I have met my Monster Match. Thank you Holy Spirit Nurturing for, directly experiencing abundant forgiveness miracles working through, and for me to be able to feel the Pain, really dissolve the Mortal torture Karma up in conflagration helpless surrender in my, own disappearance from Duality control freak-on squeaky Clean-desolation denial-paradise.

Thank You ONENESS Spirit Conscience for Waking me up in Awareness of, all the Monster Pain in the mirror-double World Quanta, that turned me into the same Gossip, that assassinates every Mortal-caricature Matching-evil, that lived inside of me in, like forever seeming ‘self-control’ for the Mortal Mafia War Matrix Physical survival-fail, just-be corrupt-cause .

Within the Enlightening Compassionate energy field of continual forgiveness, as a renunciate devotee into absolute unborn infinite Loving Responsive Kindness, I have met my maker by plying every evil aspect of Worldly censure-twining inside me as that, very same evil between me and my, own dissolution Salvation to be able to Love again. Everything Holy Spirit applied to my ever-increasing Conscious Awareness is, all my mirror-double Monster Match waking me up to my vulnerable Worldly cruel inner Control-freak private Army, not so squeaky clean Uniform sleevie-patch War-desolation Innnnner ‘self-censor’.

Thank you Cruel World for showing me who we all, really are deep down inside the Mortal-illusion Hate-source of our Collective ‘self-torture’ Consciousness Mess. A couple days now many fear-clues from something a little off `a lot, was uncovering this lifetime pain of Our Karmic-memory torture. The more pain came, the more fear covered my need to deny the Cruel-motives Truth, that the normal gossips were about to attack, and kill me, unless I shut the eff up(like my Mother warned me after Sex-abuse), and stopped projecting my Inner Monster Match out onto the pile of Gossip-dung the New Child-killer World has Evil-become.

All of a sudden like a vanilla/chocolate tornado the whole Cruel World swirled inside me in, total relief, that I am my, own Monster matched up inside, hiding from the same way the World hides our Powerful Monster Match Miming-clash. I CENSURE MYSELF!!! It’s me, that hates myself, even more than my parents, teachers, religions, women, and Corporations!!! It, certainly isn’t my murdering parents in this one raping lifetime; it’s all our lifetimes Torture-combined wound up Cruel World-tight as a spring-steel Karma sprung in, and on us, that dwells inside everyone of us, already at our, own Mortal Funeral Pyre, that hasn’t ignited us Alive yet.

Where did my fear go, and where did my fear of assassins go? It was ‘me’ all along, just to fit in Censor-cruelty Mortal-matrix, and just to fit in my, own evil, and try to get along as cruel as our Collective Gossips demand to maintain Contortion-robot control to keep our mind-control ‘self-control’ freak-on. Where did our telepathic Creative Intelligence go, and where did our Love-lorn Lost-soul Universal Cosmic Light Existence Joy go?

It was ‘us’ all along, just to fit in Censor-cruelty Karma-matrix, and just to fit in our, own evil, and try to get along as cruel as our Karma-gender Killers demand to maintain Satanic-demon hybrids to keep boing boinging sprung our mind-control Reactive-censor self-evil Carnivore-freaks on-going, eating at us from the inside out. But I digress? Everything Holy Spirit shows me outside is, all burning up in my, own “Good Bye Cruel World” Conflagration Funeral Pyre projections inside at our ONENESS Spirit Conscious Loving Responsive Kindness innate Human-denied Immortal Source.

If we Listen with acceptance in affirming Delight with Others, as Ourselves, we would discover the most Amazing surprise!!! Any, and every utterance appears from the mumble-beginning motive of Love Source, if we would, only free each other, as much as it takes to ‘waste the Time’ to repeat back what another mirror-double means, that we are, too afraid to Pine Cone-vulnerable speak ourselves yet, still.

Let’s see a minute here, maybe I can apply a little Love Listening, sort of Spirit Light masturbation repeating what iless Apple-mean to Hear(you know in the, total absence of Loving Responsive Kindness Quanta, not expected, not accepted, and not wanted on our Cold-hearted Cruel World in Prison-initiation Gossip gang rough and tumble)::

Ape Chorus:

“What a conundrum you are Your A-holiness Pine Cone!!! You, not only drive us, all Ape SHTF crazy with all your ice cold water Truth telling, but now you, finally see it was all about your, own hidden cruelty inside of ‘you’? And, now you are, still putting it New Ape right to us, even more, as if to make your point about how evil you are was, still all about our same identified Collective Cruel “But we’ve always done it this way” Karma? You’ve got some honest verve nerve, you innocent bastard from our slave/prisoner free for all-fail? Did I hit the nail on the Head-funeral, or do, all our Karmic-corpses conspire in this Mortal Pirate Funeral Pyre celebration Collective Buried-treasure?”

Cute conipinikins:

I couldn’t have hit the Love-center bullseye better. We can trust our Humor, so “I Love you; sorry for co-creating you my Mortal-bastard Holy Spirit-mime here; please forgive me, and Thank you for helping me let, all his sink in ONENESS for~every~where WWG1WGA together…