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Chapel of the Holy Spirit: Island Breeze 2010

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Fourth of July freedom means a lot of different things to me, so here I let go some more, to give up the fight, instead. While my good intentions became my personal fantasy to become a stay-at-home single parent with 3 beautiful children I was, very surprised when I was kicked out of my Home, kidnapped out of my struggling family, and my battered out of my Loving Heart too.

My ex was from a Canadian Satanic higher up family and hired a DNC Satanic feminist Lawyer, in a Satanic-judge Corrupted-court to, actually “Das Boot” me out of my life fantasy to Love children with Active Listening each other to improve our parent/child relationship, more than most. I have been, secretly carrying a lot of shame, self-blame, and self-hate misery from losing three children, before I knew what hit me.

My growing up torture didn’t compare to what seemed to me my children dying before me, but that’s what the Satanists did to them, and me, and I want Holy Spirit freedom from this torture piled on top of my childhood constant Matriarch rapes, and 40 Matriarch NDE murder attempts. Fourth of July Boys!!!

My part in, all this was my naivety, all my feigned life of denial about the Satanists making sure there is no Love Listening allowed to replace all their nasty work for many thousands of years to kill 90% of idiots like me. I never knew I was, am, and will be their Owned Sex-slave, as if I am, mere human excrement in this septic tank of Horrifying-depression social-norm require-mental incapacitation.

Today while everything else New is happening for all of us, a pleasant possibility has come to me to, sincerely ask Holy Spirit to forgive Satanists for breaking up the Family Spirit of me, and my children, as if there is some way Enlightening Compassion can free, all of us from this New-freedom day on.

The first guidance is, already in the works for me to admit I don’t know what I didn’t know before, and write about how much jealous vengeance my improved relationship with all 3 children caused enough Love-trouble for the Satanic-hate neediness to destroy, all families from here to Satanic Come.

My new hope is that serenity from accepting this Satanic World as it is, and not as I would have it will replace my shame, self-blame, and self-hate with the courage to change the things I can, and Kind wisdom of gratitude to know the difference.

The terrifying Grief-movies about desperate Parents losing children, from death or kidnapping helps me appreciate the gravity of what the Satanists did to our crushed Family, but it’s time for me to accept Holy Spirit forgiveness nurturing to put this missing enlightening Love back in my black heart again.

Now it seems that, even though mentally I new it hurt like Hell, I had to reserve this moment for later, until I was, already, so devoted to Holy Spirit that An Off Planet fresh island breeze were, even maybe Love-again Karma/Hate_free possible?

I understand Karma comes from living on Earth in Hate, already so everyone here lives in role-reversal to, directly experience the Hate-harm we did before to others. The worst form of Hate is from censuring free speech, from the Satanist-provided political correctness(Satanically Correct) that drove the DNC Satanist stubborn mule-head crazy enough, to burn false flags on their planned lost Fourth Today-version of my similar Crushed-family experience.

Sadhguru - The moment you react you are inslaved to the situation !

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It takes almost all my guts to helplessly surrender Today, and as a true feral child myself I offer this **Sweet Feral Child** from 2008 to help others understand it’s impossible, not to mention hate on a whole planet censured like crazy Satanists did, do, and will via our children’s death, do they censure Hate-us part the most. This is the one secret shaming I guess I would take to grave with any other Hate Karma in Satanic Gig Gulp Child-sacrifice Rampart-rambling Earth-gambles.

**Sweet Feral Children**

OSHO: Compassion - The Ultimate Flowering of Love

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As I am making friends with the sort of feral child beginning of my human experience, while I practice forgiving more replications of these events of abuse, and neglect, I am meeting my old fear mind. Can Sex-armies exist within the cold-hearted battlefield of boot camp Mom and Dad soldiers, and police, where whole Earth juries make bets on the side which pant leg will dirty, from random hangings? What judge is not barren-Soul unforgiven under black robes, and uncomfortable stiff collars with judgmental criminal-mirrors reflecting back, daily, their own personal judgmental Karmic perpetrators?

Is all this meanness, and stark cold mission uniform marching along, alone, just inside me, or are there others out there, that see the futility of freezing to death out on coldhearted Duality Patsy Earth? Can it, ever be OK to take the heart, and soul right out of an innocent child, and circle the valley of fish in a barrel of slaves for the sake of Draconian exploitation, and matching corporate T shirt logos? Are we alive, or are we dead to worship Iconic Mother-replication symbols in our daft mindless minds, while we remain unteachable in the faces of, whole generations of innocent children, that come within range of our crocodile Monster-neglect?

As I have been asking for, even more willingness to turn within to seek Coherent Spirit, within the innate heart of all of us, we are joining our stories of adventures here on Earth, and I am considering the reality of all of us retaining some semblance of an ancient-youth collective mind of feral beginnings. What if we have, all become cold-hearted here, and I am just the little fish, that would like to discuss water, and the little bit of oxygen, that soon will be sold to us, just like the water?

Can Holy Spirit forgiveness be so everlasting sweet nurturing, and Peace of Love, that ONENESS can, even change my old tired mind, to forsake the dream of fear, and death, that rocks in the cradle of scintillating blue/green crystalline Earth Light, by just forgiving? Was I safe, all this time within the loving flow of Delight, as I was given the gift to seek Spirit Conscience within our pretend separation, as I tried to make friends with other lost souls, and receive our gift of Love from manifold infinity? What is the enlightening compassionate essence of our Spiritual Sovereign Unity, except the One of us, that activates the Light of forgiveness, within every cell of our One Crystalline body, and mind, that frees, all our dust blowing in the harsh winds of time?

There is no better motive, than to discern the truth of what is, and is ‘not’ True here, and it is a true privilege to sense our collective sorrow, and suffering, and then turn in to, only trust the trustworthy of Immortal Love this life, as we pay it forward by moving backward from separation. Since we pretend ourselves here, then, maybe we, all can begin to pretend ourselves, right back out of here? I can see us as Holographic Illusion mirror Saviors in Karmic Delight, not self-punishment-projected collective consciousness ‘misery loves company’ unforgiven victim/victimizer/caretaker Patsies.

What we co-create, without forgiveness performs as if we are hated by our parents, and families, hated by our own governments, hated by our schools, and churches, hated by our Hospitals, and Universities, hated by our Media, and War institutions, hated by our armies and police, and we are, that, very Godless codependent hate, that seems to be the Sexual best friend of our collective feral mind.

Why would I want to continue to Child-sacrifice judge myself as the ‘unique feral child’, when it can, just be our shared perception of the difference between everyone else, and ‘unique Pine Cone’, that only helps us, ‘seem’ more comfortable? I have no more separation sorrow, than anyone, just more compassion, perhaps, that forgiveness-comes with Holy Spirit knowing my, own suffering, from nurturing forgiveness, that opens up continual discernment relief. I don’t know; acceptance~maybe, but, Love seems to bring forth everything that isn’t, just like shining a little light can reveal more discernment-need to continually forgive Satanic Earth indigestion with as much mind-boggling melting-heat as we can stand in Ascension kitchen.