You/We are Being Trained | Pine Cone

Everybody Loves Raymond Uses Active Listening - from Parent Effectiveness Training

https://youtu.be/4VOubVB4CTU



I/We am/are Being Trained no matter what I do to humbly accept walking the same journey ‘toward’ enlightening from outside in Duality ‘away’ from Dark-enlightening Center deeper inside where, all the best, most frightened Duality-devotee teachers are, so afraid of my Universal Cosmic Light Existence, as I ‘leap, and leave’ any semblance of Deaf Duality ego-fear behind in their Dust to Dust-addiction control-freak Rust-protection Reject-projections.

Before I, even was able to use words to ask an Inner Guide about my new experiential awareness he seemed more aware of my body-presence, and responded with “You are being trained”, as I held back throbbing sobs of relief for his hitting the mark to affirm my own knowing hidden inside, but not revealed to me yet.

He, also self-disclosed when he was at this point, no matter what he did, that he was caught doing laundry and many other humbling simple activities to go through the same directional training, away from the same Bright Light Center, that activates a willing Duality-devotee, before passing right through the Light Center, and keep walking away from any more Deaf Duality-need to turn back ‘untoward now’, Darker-directional Karma-body fear in a Body-being Gender-confusion.

If there were a Pine pin Cone hole in Heaven’s floor as the Center of Light vibration emanates outside, and emanates inside away from enlightening Central Portal-motives, then everything we do in Duality-motives, as devotees of the Light Center, comes a point of inflection to begin to humbly keep walking in the same direction away from this Center of Bright Light Portal deeper inside, until a leap to leave behind, all Deaf Duality motives comes to pass when a guide, already knows “You are being Trained”, even before we have to Mortal-clumsy ask mistaken-verbally any more.

The frightened deaf, and blind outside, really need to focus on enlightening Central to, even get close to the Center of Enlightening Portal, but once through for a number of “Do Tell” experiences, an Indweller-devotee can take any Deaf Duality Criticism Control, as the, very validation we need to know we don’t fit on the wheel of Karma any more. Mortal Matrix Duality devotees work, very hard to make sure, that they won’t attract any regular upsetting malevolence by acting like constipated pinched-nerves under the social-norm shroud of Fear’s Mortal-scourge. hehehaha hoy

This control freak-posture War on Evil is the same as the Collective control-freak posture War on evil and, also both motives hold Peace at-any-price above any possible acceptance of an individual who threatens the social-norm Mob control-freak need to censure, and assassinate any caricature out of their individual character. The leap to leave, all Deaf Duality Control behind, ‘moth to the flame stuck’ in the blinding Light Center focus in between flame-out Portal transition is a habit from Duality-competition, that has no place deeper inside Universal Cosmic Light Existence Unified-acceptance {Nothingness(absolute unborn infinity); no messing everything around, allowed at all any-impossible more}.

This may seem cynical, but is, really a new compassion for any censor-for Peace-first Central-controller gang, that demonstrates their fear and I, just couldn’t see it, until I was ready to give up our Light Worker deception perfectionistic-tell pinched-nerve deaf Duality Karma-bodied pretentious same-old Worldly-elite societal-slavery ego-fight for Spiritual Sovereign Singularity freedom deeper inside wise ass-less Existence Nirvana Nothingness, than ever before.

This is the contemplation I wrote last night and didn’t want a post to seem in defense, so I wouldn’t appear, not really accepting myself here. This deep contemplation is what my presence included as I went inside last night to meet any Guide willing to help me mirror-double Deaf Duality assimilate our obvious confusion about in-genuine Duality-deaf Peace humiliation, or Loving acceptance:

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Everybody Loves Raymond Uses Active Listening - from Parent Effectiveness Training

https://youtu.be/4VOubVB4CTU



I see concentric circles emanating out from Center of Light inside, just like those similar concentric circles lead us into the Center of Light outside. The motive outside is to stop resisting Duality-deaf motives to be able to accept others, as ourselves in forgiveness devotion. But the motive inside is to leap into infinity where there are no more circle motives, except to accept leaving Duality-deaf motives altogether.

The Duality-deaf outsider motif demands some can, always have a better way than others and to, never say anything vulnerable, as everyone else needs Duality-deaf leaders, so no one gets free from bouncing out from their own empowered experiential Center of Light escape from constant censure. The Indweller who takes that leap of leaving Duality-deaf needy Matrix behind altogether, means leaving any more need to be needed, or any more need to maintain underlings to need Deaf-reaction neediness.

Far out so far inside away from any Duality trappings at all, there is no separation helping humiliation comfortable fused-relationship addiction neediness ‘both way’ set up motives, because telepathy is enjoyed, so instantly, that leaping is leaving Outside Duality-deaf behind, but how would I recognize this magnificent point of freeing inflection any other way except to continually upset the ones, who never accept anyone right where we, all are really, and these Duality-deaf leaders toward the Center of Light on the outside prioritize a controlled Peace, where there is never Duality Peace, except as a robot in dysfunctional tension, and projection fear of losing control.

A true mentor, never cheats another from their own experience of unlearning, just by Listening with acceptance, and affirming Delight, and never reacting with Duality-deaf advice(criticism/censure-humiliation), that vanquishes any more trust between the mentor, and the one the mentor, only imagines get help by censuring self-disclosures. “Do you stop resisting this unknown leap away from Duality deaf motives, or do You keep censuring(humiliating) others in the name of enlightening more of you, own Duality deaf control freak Humiliation motives?”

After many months with a Father and Son getting ready to go sliding down a snowy hill near Christmas vacation, as they got the slide, and the snow clothes necessary together, of course the excitement was building up in the Son, and along with it came the fear of letting go, and sliding down alone. The perfect planned sunny warm day came and, just as they got to the top of the hill with all the other excited sliders, the Son froze in place with tears of fear, and exclaimed I can’t; I’m scared?

The Father kept, safely away from taking away his Son’s feelings, and got down on his knees to look with acceptance in his brave Son’s eyes and responded “Your scared”. There was a long silence between them, as if a test for both to remain in a willing acceptance of each other’s positioning. The Son admitted his validated fear, and got on the sled himself, and slid down that leap of faith hill.

There isn’t any other, possible way to, really let the Son feel his feelings for himself, without a Duality-deaf Father robbing the Son of his experiential need to self-empower, and leave his Father alone swooshing down for the first scary fun-time for both, really bonded now. This deaf Duality Matrix lacks this Kind-bonding experience, so badly that the very ones named to enlighten are the same ones who cannot seem to stop censuring, and leaving themselves out of any vulnerability, as a needy way to cheat each other from the, very Outside Center of Light passage into Father/Son bonding Portal, experientially.

God help anyone here who is the least bit vulnerable Huh? What a brave Son to admit he is afraid, yet how many ways would Robot, so called Peace-controllers, stop that Son from feeling his, own Sovereign feelings: Bad hug, give advice, teach, preach, criticize, and a myriad of Normal Duality-deaf ways to keep both, from getting to the Center of Light Portal in the outside codependent-resentment humiliation, that makes a mockery out of enlightening, its non-existence Mortal Matrix Duality motive untrue self. Peace at all cost keeps anyone who gets inside on the amazing journey far-out inside where there are no more concentric circles, so taking that last leap seems to, also include accepting the treachery of those that, still need in the worse way to censure others and, never self-disclose either so no one, even gets to the outside Center of Light without needy Duality-deaf monkeys on their Fatherless backs.

What of my resisting in this tell, and the other Duality-deaf resisting the validation of other Sons?

Let me get this straight now, there is, cleverly nothing vulnerable, to validate, and there is no validating anyone who is vulnerable, so there is no Father, and Son bonding into the outside Center of Light last resistance circle possible, and all in the name of Peace Robot-stasis, as if there, really is no other inside realty possible to leap from, and leave behind in a swoosh? This focus makes in-genuine Peace ugly, instead of being able to be myself enlightening, and encouraged to enlighten others by letting go of-control examples.

I bet most here are clinging to this Duality-deaf Censure-control Matrix Motive, while I am, already inside, and taking a leap every minute of every day-less Daze swoosh, and back up the Duality trudging Hill again. Maybe others actually think I am attacking them first, when every other post demonstrates Humiliation motives of anything except Robotic fear-control to enforce in-genuine Peace, so my post right here is a normal response to some pretty abnormal Duality-deaf reactionary humiliation censure-anomalies on going and, all in the name of Duality separation Peace is, better than saying anything different here, from the experiential Existence total chaos far-out inside, away from any needy Duality-deaf codependency any more.

One huge difference between one, and many, defines the huge difference between the rare Indweller, and the Duality-deaf censure huge-number, and which way the concentric circles seem to need approaching, that is, as different as one Kind, vs many Peace-mongers(peddlers), perhaps? Taking the leap far-out inside, away from concentric Center-control seems to require letting go of an in-genuine Duality-deaf Peace, altogether; not even Physically-unconscious possible!!!

Leap!!!

The, very Humiliating-reactions will appear, as if helping-compunction non-acceptance is, still a ‘good’ Duality-deaf addiction in the wronging, dire need for in-genuine Peace-robot Gang-ownership, back to Prison-initiation “No swoosh sliding for Son-resisting Today” codependent-resentment slave-direction! That’s it!!! Here we are altogether outside the Center of Light, yet even when the, rare One is allowed inside, the last concentric circle, even requires letting go of any needy in-genuine Robot Peace-control, where there is, only ONE number so there is no Akashic Humiliation-accounting Duality-deaf Karma dues.

So a great big pregnant Earth thank goes out for all those censuring Light Workers for humbling me with constant humiliation non-acceptance so I would get the gumption to take our confusion inside for some other Kind Answer, like “You are Being Trained”, so now you are One of us inside already; see? It doesn’t seem fair to leave anyone out of this great message, so now i can accept anyone like my mother as a way to get inside and also keep walking as far away from the Portal as, all Existence has, already forgotten about in here, the deeper anyone dares to keep living, really living innate authentic Peace, no pinched-nerve control-freaky problem.

Everybody Loves Raymond Uses Active Listening - from Parent Effectiveness Training

https://youtu.be/4VOubVB4CTU