Stillness~witness in Timeless~reverie | Pine Cone

The Joy of Silence

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I can’t explain it, any other way, but to share my, own personal experience of learning how to care, really care by shutting my eyes, that look outside, and opening my Inner One eye, that reconciles hundreds, thousands, and millions of things for me, that in, and of myself, if lucky, maybe a fraction of every problem took lifetimes of Karma-suffering to argue with Body-taxi same-selves in my fruit~loopy ego-fear driven insane Mortal-madd mind.

After some practice letting go of, all that made me go crazy, meditation devotion(devoid of ego) reconciled so many confusing anomalies, that little did I realize Enlightening Compassion made me care ‘more’, not less from witnessing others suffering like a banshee, when Stillness took care of everything, that had bothered me for Collective Censuring Centuries unconscious Consciousness. As my absolute relief started to gain on me, there was nothing for me to do but to take on the whole confusing mixed up World next.

I couldn’t figure anything out, ever before, so now I wanted to take everything troubling back inside meditation and let it, all get reconciled as easy as one thousand one, one thousand two, one thousand three… on and on within, and inside where everything took care of itself in a flash. So I began to be able to explain motives under behavior and did I, ever get to, really piss off bad actors, that always appeared every lifetime haunting us here in Mortality Illusion suffering.

I was filled with suffering regrets, so I absolutely feel in love with being able to point out everything wrong with everybody, who absolutely hated me for saying the, very things that haunted others the most. After another long while it came to me that, even though all Motives became very clear to me, others wanted to kill me, just like when I was a child, and could say all the truths in and of this crazy World, so filled with Karmic-suffering bad apples.

Before meditation reconciled millions of things for me, that I can’t explain by myself, no matter how hard I tried to in my Daffy duck Quacked-mind, everything triggered me, all day and, all night long without one break, ever even possible. One thing added another thing, and all things added only total anxiety, as if there was no exit from all the triangles inside, that kept bouncing around like a pin ball machine in my, own personal rubber room mind-controlled lost-soul helplessness.

Gradually, instead of caring about others ‘less’, like saying things right out loud that caused others to almost bust open a gut, Enlightening Compassion came about from Holy Spirit devotion to, directly experience forgiveness miracles working through and for me/all of us, as One. Holy Spirit helped me witness how the Mother-role includes becoming a codependent narcissist, as a mercenary breaking up families in triangulation to get rid of her hated partners. Of course this Mother was me in many lifetimes, and was my mother-me and my wife-me replications in many other lifetimes, but not one personal, man, or woman wanted to hear about this dominant Holy Spirit reconciliation, now did you? ;))

Projection twins has hit me right where it hurts now, so whole ‘angry as Hell groups’ of Narcissists blame me for, exactly what they are doing to me, and I blame them as well as I can right back too. Now who do ya think will, ever win that lost battle, huh? That’s right!!! The Collective, always wins here in Mortality Karma, because this is the main issue here, is to keep on keeping on doing the same things expecting different results(insanity). No human can ever break up this evil party, and many die trying, so no thank you, very much bye bye. We can all be grateful for my intuition to stay one jump ahead with Holy Spirit’s help, so your welcome for stopping what Karma can, never stop restarting suffering, all by itself all over again here.

What a relief to change my motive to, merely witness everything outside, and inside now, as if there is no difference with Holy Spirit reconciling both at the same time anyway. “Ok look there goes a codependent man who has a Mother replication bossy codependent wife, who is, always mad at everyone transferring his anger for his Mother onto his wife and, now onto the whole World, so don’t for Christ’s sake get near him? Oh Look there goes a similar woman who ‘whaddya know’ isn’t safe to get near her either now.” Man reconciled as fast as woman reconciled so now onto choo choo trains, huge buildings, and then whole civilizations reconciled in a flash and, all I need to do is Stillness~witness in Timeless~reverie with enough Enlightening Compassion to Joy~fill Immortal Love Ocean.

Witness this, and witness that; whatever is witnessed is from the past/future, all reconciled so fast, no trigger is safe from Holy Spirit’s grasp class act. I become nothing as fast as Nothing becomes me, worth thinking about any more, so go ahead and fill your boots b`y, go phishing if need be, and get ahold of yourself, or get a grip, so you can go ahead behind without me in the way anymore because witness protection is good for me to learn to keep quiet, and roll with lucky-hunches instead of Collective-gut punches. “ Oh Look there goes another hateful Wonder; and ‘girl’ how we, all suffer like a mother. Thank you Holy Spirit for caring enough about me to reconcile the crap out of my herstory-filled Karma-histories.

OMG, there goes a whole gang of liars getting away with migrant-genocide; thank you one and all for showing me my, own gang of lifetimes over-thinking mind-suicide, without one reconciliation life-review chance to reconcile in Karmic Gender Time. Am I witnessing myself? Is there any better way to eat buttered pop corn gestalt? Now I can witness a whole Collective doing my act, right out in front of my Mother-me, fatherless; and how about that for Timeless~reverie Stillness~witnessing Peace of Love~minding the acceptance~store with Enlightening Compassion?

Now the realer lesson in all this is to Not Not Not post this for, all to hate me enough to wanna kill me for blaming my fun on them, for what ‘they’ want to execute me/project their collective rage-shame on my envy-vengeance riddled-for. OR WILL I? Who wins then, may we ask, the whole gang coming back to play my victim-role, or my coming back as the whole Karmic Collective victim without a witness to Patsy flame-out exe_, not so cute. So who suffers more Karma, the Patsy, or the Posse? Another non-answer for Holy Spirit reconciliation, huh? That’s it; the best answers come in the form of unanswered questions!!! Holy Spirit makes everything disappear… so pass the pop corn if you ‘surprise Pleasance Delightful please’, as thoutheethine is my wittywitness?