Poignant Dark Focus Brilliance | Pine Cone

My personal Satanic Mother Reptilian Child-torture is fast becoming as Universal Mother-role self-hate Psychotic Sociopathic coldhearted narcissist “It’s all about me” Earth Mother-worship as Earth Poignant Dark Focus Awakening Awareness Atonement Ascension needs to vile codependent resentment unwanted Earth-children shopping-cart repent. It is, very difficult to focus on our Dark childhood Satanic ISIS Mother-mercenary Universal Poignant Dark Family Triangulation, but I will give it my best Bright Star Brilliant both-brothers repentant shot-start…

I was conceived by an, extremely jealous Mother Vengeance motive to get even with her husband by using another man to continue my long many Karmic-lifetimes role-reversal Satanic Mother reptilian Child-torture journey. My conception happened in a jealous rage Psychotic Sociopathic Jealous Family Triangulation vengeance-energetic motive. She didn’t develop codependent resentment to want to rape, and murder me like many other Mother Reptilians can take their ole sweet Man-hate Child-torture time, so right away my rag doll baby, almost corpse, already flipped and flopped around like a fish out of water in a Mother-snot rage.

The more she feigned smothering Psychic incest(replacing my mind with hers) Triangulation onto me, the more torturing me hatched untold Rage shame-torture onto her Male Hostages both sliced forever separate from what male-rape and male-murder does to male-fatherless/sons drowning in Vaginal Chamber of Commerce Satanic smily-face Universal Mother-scorn Grapes of wrath “It’s all about me” Mother Earth hate-intention. I don’t know how watching her torture my brother the same as raping, and murdering me, when his father was the Poignant Focus of all this torture but, maybe that’s how badly he got caught in the middle, as back up insurance, that at least one of us were going to have to die, and to her it, really didn’t ‘little boy hate rag-doll’ flip-flopping matter.

At the end of the first week of Feminist prison school Kindergarten total-relief, this torture got even worse as both Mother, and teacher worked like my Mother/Grandmother double-teaming my brother and I with daily sex fish-humping “If we have to” so, as bad as it was to remain trapped alone at home with a Satanic Reptilian Mother, the feminist fountainhead Prison-school little-kid mind-control train to death made us want to give up entirely, as if double double triple teaming females had, already gone way over top-torture Psychotic Sociopath female self-hate Earth-women undead little boy projection cannon-fodder stage-specific human sacrifice in uniform, a little Satanic Reptilian Child torture big boys later.

Alcoholic drill-instructor boot-camp torture broke us down into so many splintered parts, all we had to cling to was each other believing we can help each other no matter what, mixed with total devotion to save the, very mothers and children back home, that were, already in charge of fused relationships in addiction to our initial handlers. Getting back home with no idea left inside us of who we were before, completely depending on getting back to protect our families was a hundred time worse than the week’s short relief when we switched to Feminist treachery Schools double double triple and, now quadrupling up again with getting shunned by the very families we convinced ourselves were worth saving.

My personal/Universal take on, all this so far still remains constant torture from getting raped and murdered at home rag-doll alone and, then adding school female mind-control again to only get a uniform to trudge up the iconic Pyramid steps watching other bobbleheads bouncing down knowing it would be my military polished man-sacrifice sooner than PTSD adrenalized blood-letting can happen in a Disney child-sodomy instant. These training wheel steps are nothing compared with what keeps continuing when a man gets to watch his Mother-replication Satanic Wife Reptilian torture children getting them ready for Feminist baton handing them over to Nazi Feminist mind-rape Prison school Quadruple happening, all over again, as if the worse nightmare possible, just before losing children, and Family MAMA Law court-less triangulation ex-father paying for it with Humiliation soul-ridicule and Cannibal police protection money.

What is worse than torture is watching women get all the rape and murder help, knowing all too experientially well “ n o t h i n g “ is nurturing for little boys, all the way up to bitter old men hobbling around with, only Wheelchair-poverty memories to night-terror sweat more Satanic VA about. Later we get to watch our children tortured the same as we were, and then they have children too, as the beat down beat down beat down goes on, as if torture knows no end and, even keeps increasing. Watching children torture grandchildren goes, way beyond my initial rape, and murder Satanic Mother Reptilian Child-torture, because by now no man has any effect on what’s happening with Narcissists in censure “hit and run” Hollywood female reaction walk-aways, the moment any man on Earth, even begins to make a self disclosure sound.

Exponentially worse than any physical torture, mixed with mental torture watching “It’s all about Me” Earth Psychotic Sociopathic coldhearted narcissists turn children upside down, and drain blood out of their little helpless turnips, is being forced ‘fed no right at all’ to focus on this Dark-earth on the way to Brilliance in devotion(devoid of ego) to Holy Spirit nurturing, that’s the opposite of whatever we can call this Earth Insane Mortal Mother Fantasy torture? So my Mother got even with her man, and my wife got even with her she-me man, and my daughters got even with their men, and my grandchildren get even with their men, all the while this slow boiled frog, never knew how hot it’s, all getting as the main male-ingredient in this same boiling soup dished out in all the homeless imprison meant for all little boy tortured Karma-suffering role-reversal Earth Mother-switchback Men again.

I surrender to this Satanic Mother Reptilian Child-torture Poignant Dark Focus Brilliance and, as sad as it all is for us here near the end of this horrid Blackmail-relief Ascension-waves across the the Dark in as much Brilliance as we can go this Mortal illusory Dark ego-barking like a dog that, never can be censured because it’s in everyone of us to be Kind-singing this Wise, humility without humiliation, as the enlightening Clarity of ONENESS Relief-intention Mystical Universal Cosmic Light Existence ID Crystalline Bright Star Brilliant Sweet Beloved ‘take it all away’, look what the cat dragged up to Pineal Portal Gateway within Diamond-compassionate Holy Spirit forgiveness nurturing Celestial “I AM THAT THAT I AM” Spiritual Sovereign Singularity absolute unborn infinity Innocent~music.

Since any Lightworker ID pretends there is no Dark, while bragging about focusing, only on Light-in-denial, then what about a Dark-worker ID antithesis where there is Light devotion, (devoid of Insane Mortal female Fantasy Mother-worship ego)? It’s not time to switch from Mother-worship back to Father-worship either again, but timeless~reverie is where there is no Materialism 1, fused relationship 2 physical-roles 3,

Breathe; grin and coquetry-bare it

still still still stuck on the Mortal Butt Wheel of Gender-worship bigotry role-reversal; “Ain’t it scary enough yet?” Karma… My self worth drowned in the dark swamp septic-tank of undead life, and I am. so grateful to be able to WWGOWGA self-disclose my personal, and our Universal Poignant Dark Brill, right out the other side of Pineal Portal where Orion Nebula welcomes us into, just as poignant Dark-releasing non-denial Universal Cosmic Light ID Bright Star Brilliant Flux~flow Feeing~energy Effulgence ONENESS Wonder.