Not a Fan | Pine Cone

(74 years young Today and, still kicking Karma-butt Knots)

What is my inside scoop, has a lot more to do with Who I’m Not-Karma, than Who I am hiding-focus deep inside. I may look like a fan in the window with big gobs of whipped cream all around the outer circumference on the Body-cage protector, but if I focus, entirely on what is, not a fan of man, this life review as a female on the wall in the widow to my soul, reveals the man inside-scoop of who we, really have become together.

If I look like a woman and am not a fan of man, then my inside scoop is such deep Karma poop, that no one will, ever notice “Who I’m Not”, and, and least of all this woman on the wall with cream all around the man I seem to be, Not in this Karma Knot. If I look like a man and am not a fan of woman, then my inside-scoop is such deep Karma poop, that no one will, ever notice Who I’m Not, and least of all, this man on the wall with no window, no fans, and no deeper idea of who I’m hiding-focus deep-inside in this man Life Review re-birthed here from hating women before.

Pine Cone is, not a fan of women, and especially Mothers, so Pine Cone is Not a woman-fan, nor a Mother-fan, so who Pine Cone isn’t, has more to do with who he really is, than who he looks like, for all the World to see he’s Not his female-alternative fan-foolery. Pine Cone’s inside-scoop is that she was a woman, and a Mother who hated herself with men around, who hated her-in-kind as much as she hated herself in her Life review rebirth experience from another Time-release Fan-capsule fail before, to untie her Karma Knot “Takes two to Tango-untangle”.

Holy Spirit hears my, every prayer to help me surrender to ONENESS Spirit Conscience, so a few yers ago when I least expected/understood Who I’m Not a fan of, became a cushy corner booth that swiveled around, and invited me to sit down and get comfortable because HS wanted to show me something, and that it might seem difficult, but that even though it would hurt a little I would really like it. As the booth turned around, and I could see my Mother approaching, just as she eclipsed the other sitting woman I was before in another lifetime, so when they became ONE they shared, only two eyes the same, and I sobbed two lifetimes of tears, before I even dam-knew broke-what flood-hit me.

Many, many dreamy nights, and daily visions later I realized that, not only was my Mother me, before as a man hater who used my little boy to make my husband jealous enough to rage all the time, that little boy-incest became my Mother this lifetime, as we all switched Karma-roles so I could suffer all the roles in that former Mother-mercenary Triangulation Family-fail. This is what makes Pine Cone, Not a fan of women, or mothers, and is the inside-scoop of Who I’m Not, that has everything to do with, all my Life Reviews, and is so Universal, that no one can, even hear about their, own deep inside-scoop “Not a Fan” looney-look hateroonies.

Say someone is a woman hiding her awful woman hater man-lifetime abuser from before, and she identifies, so strongly with “Who she Is”, that it’s obvious who she’s absolutely, not a man-fan, not even seeming impossibly possible. Holy Spirit would ask her to sit down in a corner booth, all cushy comfortable, and have her Father approach and as his body eclipsed the other sitting man, her as before, they would share the same two eyes as they became ONE for “Who she’s Not” inside-scoop Scooby-doo too.

Whether Not a woman-fan or, Not a man-fan we, all share the same Holy Spirit corner booth, ever so cushy comfortable, that who we aren’t appears to have more to do with who we are, and less than who we, only appear to be, until Holy Spirit forgiveness nurturing enlightens compassion, and unifies Karmic-dissonant divisive-gender role-reversal Lifetimes Gracious Inside-scoop Humbling “Not a Fan” Mercy. Karma is not, like a mysterious rabbit hole, or a black hole scary vacuum, but is, so obvious that, no one dares to (devoid of ego) Holy Spirit devotion, care enough about ‘who we are and that’s f i n a l’ because that’s the deep SHTF motive of ego, never to stop pretending Who we Are, even if it means another unsuccessful rebirth-fail demise.

If we imagine a woman fighting about how Divine a Mother is, then we can bet she was a very abusive woman hater Man before that even beat his woman-slave, until she came back to do the same thing to men with all her mighty ‘who she beautiful looks like Divine-pictures might. We can have compassion for fans that blow this much out the Karmic-window of the soul, just like we can have compassion for Pine Cone, knowing how she was abused so bad she used her Son before, as a husband to get rid of her man who she was before all this other previous lifetime already came about, and went again too.

Holy Spirit’s cushy corner booth experience, only works experientially so going into other lifetime review-fails just becomes another intellectual distraction to change the subject so nothing personal happens enough, deep inside enough to attain any Universal Status from experiential-feeling, not mere Head-philosophizing right back to who we are with Holy Spirit, still in control of our “Who we’re Not” Inside scooper “Not a Fan” Blooper-dooper. Every woman is more of a man inside, and every man is more of a woman inside too, so who I’m Not, really gets to the essence Time-line motive of what makes us, really tick and what, else inside makes us, really tock.

If we happen to get stuck on ‘Who we are’, only, then we may experience everything in fan-reverse, so the secret is Holy Spirit, and that Amazing Cushy corner booth where, really both Karmic families eclipsed many eyes into, only two eyes where we get to experience awareness of all the roles at Once, if we’re Holy Spirit devoted(devoid of ego) cushy-enough, when we get Booth-cornered. I am woman, Mother, Father, Son, Daughter, man and a Pine Cone seed of Truth-telling Lover Fan of, all precious life on the wall in the same window of, so many souls only Holy Spirit can, ever handle so many BS Pretentious Gender-fan/ not a Gender-fan Hater-timelines absolute Sex-slave confusion/distractions…(infinity ;))