Ten Acres of Golden Light | Pine Cone

OSHO: You Have Not Known Total Chaos - Just Wait...

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Early in the morning as we first wake up, the potato field blossoms glorious with white flowers promising buried nugget treasures in rows and rows of natural green. We begin in the Spring as resilient children, unbelievable miracle gardeners working with Creator in fields of Delight. Mustard and kale are natural companions; weeds are resentments that shadow and kill, turn pale yellow, and take away our natural green. From the Southeast corner the whole field is pale yellow and young gardeners will save the day; we walk carefully in the spaces between rows to protect our precious crop. At seven or eight our shoulders look straight out at the beautiful white blossoms with promise of natural green. Our gentle hands turn yellow and green and sting from the juice of the kale as we break for lunch in cedar shade, and cold spring water.

Morning spring, noon time summer, the field is half yellow half green; and I notice how I’m doing inside chooses which color I see. Nothing appears in the spaces between the rows where I walk, and the tire treads make sure of that. In between what’s precious I have spaces like these with tired steps where I walk. I ask Creator Light for help and Love sends New Spirit into the in-between spaces where I am walking; the last five acres turn green by themselves as I can, only marvel how Light this young gardener. Late afternoon Light appears all golden from where we walked, and outshines the natural green.

It’s disheartening when we discover anger and resentments, like weeds, companions to our precious selves. As I begin to forgive and let go of resentments I develop a stronger adult presence to replace my angry inner child. Every time my angry child ego handles a problem we will create even more, and more difficult problems. Soon, I discover that I cannot forgive the most difficult, even my murders, by myself. As I prayed with willingness to forgive, a metaphor of a bridge to the ‘wordless’ formed in my mind and called itself Holy Spirit, to forgive; come Holy Spirit to forgive. Holy Spirit is fun and easy when we forgive, even those enemies that killed me with no conscience; we pretended to turn imagined WAR-bicep tattoos of “MOM” Battle field dead sons upside down to “WOW”, when HOLY SPIRIT nurturing replaces, that child predator.

Many times, like a slow boiled frog sunning on a lily pad on a lazy afternoon, my ego tricked me into believing I had ‘arrived’ and no more hard work was due. There is magic and more healing from the previous steps of forgiving when many adventures here seem to call for ‘continual’ forgiving. Swim lazy frog and pray from the magic bridge because you are the gift for giving. The next step for me from the teachings of forgiving is so far the best weave of relief. Imagine two Holy man and a woman lovers no resentments whatsoever and say the Holy woman transcends ascends. The man’s last step on/off the bridge is to forgive even his dead lover. “Forgive; what for”, we ponder and argue, and continue to pray “Come Holy Spirit”.

Every moment we empower we learned before the bridge of Holy Spirit, never put anything above the choice of Creator Light priority because resentments, duality, in codependency, not Holy Spirit appear. Grieving is made easier when we choose God over, even our ascended lover. When I imbibe forgiving even my most precious; forgiving my killers finally makes enough sense, ahaaa! Maybe this is True Forgiveness and I am the Gift for giving. Mind bender; get ready! Everything, and everyone appears to be for giving me something from Creator Light through me, and it is all for giving Heaven at Home in Spirit something from me through ONENESS, and “Right Understanding”.

Where Do Our Thoughts Come From?

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