Attribute Everything to Ascension | Steve Beckow

By Steve Beckow, March 6, 2023

(Golden Age of Gaia)

We’re on a journey of Ascension at this moment and the last thing I personally want to do is to make that journey outside conscious awareness – “in a fit of unconsciousness,” as some wag put it.

No, I may not run a spaceship. But I run the good ship I Am. I’m monarch over this kingdom, by universal law, and I get to “spend” my time – that is, use my time – here mostly according to my own wishes.

Never mind whether I make a difference or not in the external world. I want to “spend” my time in ways that I know make a difference in my world. I have that much control over the situation.

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I was impressed by something the trainer said in the est Training in 1979. He asked us to attribute everything that happened during the Training to the Training.

At the time I didn’t see the reason for that, aside from possible marketing. But now I see that it kept the Training constantly in the forefront of our minds. I stayed consciously aware of it around the clock.

I retained a running record of where everything happened for me in the Training. That strengthened my integrating what I learned from it. (1) The whole exercise kept me conscious.

I encourage everyone to engage in that practice – only with yourself so your enthusiasm is not dampened by critics – of attributing everything that happens between now and Ascension to Ascension. (2)

Brought on by Ascension energies, the Mother’s express desire, the work of our star family, ascensionitis symptoms, your own angelic abilities coming to the fore, whatever – but all because we’re ascending.

My impatience is brimming over. I attribute that to Ascension. I’m making up a story about my merkebah coming online and I’m having to go through birthing pains and anxieties. And I wish the process were over with.

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Yes, that’s the ticket. I constructed a self out of the energy of trauma decades ago – the Humpty Dumpty Man – (3) and then I deconstructed it. Now I’m reconstructing it in conscious awareness of my mission and my angelic capabilities. I’m reparenting myself, under the watchful eye of the Commander, my balanced adult ego state.

I focus my life on my mission in aid of Ascension. And I see all that occurs through that lens.

Footnotes

(1) You’d be surprised at how much of this site derives from Werner Erhard’s work. “A world that works for everyone” are words he uttered. Even “making a difference” was. What he called “records,” I called “vasanas” (to link the notion up with Vedanta). While almost every spiritual commentator knows about vasanas/records/issues, none put the matter more clearly than Werner.

(2) To help you with this, see:Gateway to Higher Dimensionality Vol. 1: Introduction to Ascension
Gateway to Higher Dimensionality Vol. 2: Mass, Physical Ascension into a 
Brand New Space
Gateway to Higher Dimensionality. Vol. 3: Ascension Sudden and Gradual

(3) My Dad yelled at me from mere inches in front of my face when I was seven and I shattered into a million pieces. I called myself the Humpty Dumpty Man after I realized I was dissociated, at age 40. I remained dissociated till age 58. At that time, my brother Paul, a family therapist, helped me fuse myself back together again in a blaze of anger. When I remember that time now, I weep.

See:“From the Humpty Dumpty Man to Here: Completing the Fear of Being Wrong,” June 5, 2019, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/06/05/300939/
“From Humpty to Heaven. With Love,” Sept. 13, 2022, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2022/09/13/from-humpty-to-heaven-with-love/
“Activating a Collective Soul-Capacity – Part 2/2,” September 4, 2022, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2022/09/04/activating-a-collective-soul-capacity-part-2-2/
“Putting the Global Humpty Together Again,” July 8, 2022, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2022/07/08/putting-the-global-humpty-together-again/