BLACK SHEEP
BY JANET ROBINSON
It took me a long time to understand what a ‘black sheep’ of a family really is. I did not realize that half (not sure about that number) of the people in life do not question a lot. They move along inside the construct that has been set for us and complacently do what is expected and are too uncomfortable with the conflict that may occur questioning things.
I am a ‘black sheep’ and have lived as one for my entire life. The weird thing about that is I did not know that I was the ‘black sheep’. I’m not even sure that my family thought of me as a black sheep either. It just was. In a family of five children, I was lonely. I did not know that either.
I can remember the first time in my life when I realized that life was amazing and that there was something bigger than everything. I was younger than seven and I was standing looking out of the window at large snow flakes falling down. Somehow, I could see that they were all different. There was a reverence about them and about the energy around me. I knew at that moment there was something bigger than me and bigger than what we experience on this planet.
I had forgotten about that incident for quite some time and as I was growing up, there always seemed to be something hidden away in the life that took place around me.
Today, I know what that was and why that was.
I always felt like an outsider in my own family. There was always something that made me different but I did not quite ‘twig’ on it. As an adult, I now know what it is and I now know that I am not alone. I do believe that there are fewer of us than those who are uncomfortable asking and searching for the real truth than stepping out and not going with the crowd. I am definitely on the outside now and I feel the freedom and power of standing strong and holding true. Having just a few friends to talk to is far more empowering than being popular or busy with events, entertainment and ‘things’. As scary as life has become knowing what I know, It is exciting and thought provoking. Life is about love and caring…only.
Things are going on in the world right now that are Biblical. There has been an attempt by an evil and powerful faction of society to basically rule over the world. Removing God is part of their plan. It has taken years and years of infiltrating every aspect of the society of every country. They have taken over every little piece of governments, organizations, corporations and media… right down to the PTA. A look at the devastation and destitution in the large cities is proof of this plan. How patient these evil ones have been.
Today we are on the cusp of freeing the entire world and putting the satan worshippers where they will never hurt children the way they have and will never complete their plan to take us all over…a plan to remove the majority of ‘useless eaters’ keeping the rest of the humans for slaves, experiments and who knows what for their own ego and diabolical purposes.
This story is huge and could never ever be documented in an article this succinct. This is just my personal experience and just enough to possible wake more sleepers up. Many books will be written.