My World is Suffering | Steve Beckow

By Steve Beckow, May 25, 2021

(Golden Age of Gaia)

We’re fond of talking about lines – lines between states of consciousness, lines in the sand, etc.

Lines can connect or they can separate. We’re encountering lines these days that are more about separating than connecting.

I’m in the process of being redpilled on the suffering there is in the world – as we all are probably.

I’m asleep and I’m in the process of waking up as we speak. I’m reeling. I’ve been crying (here I go again). This is the same process that our loved ones and friends are going to go through so I want to make a point of describing it.

It’s not redpills these days. It’s paintballs. Floods. I’m being overwhelmed with really sad news and that’s probably as it should be.

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By “redpilling” I mean I’m crossing the line between unconscious awareness and conscious awareness of an issue; in my case, on the suffering in our world. (1)

What was the incident that precipitated it? It wasn’t one dramatic incident; it was the cumulative effect of everything I’ve read and watched. But there was a minor incident that did light the fuse.

I’d been looking at my laptop on the table and glanced at an open tab about hanging a leading deep-state actor. That was when the glacier cracked. My exact thought was, “Oh no, they’re hanging people.” (2)

We’re beginning the Golden Age by hanging people. What a precedent. We’re beginning it, looking out at the new landscape, and incurring our first karmic debt.

For whatever reason, at that moment I couldn’t carry it all – Frazzeldrip, Ever Given, #MeToo, adrenochrome, cannibalism, Satanism (3) – and I began to weep.

I didn’t resist. I didn’t wait for some awful event like a train wreck to wake me up to my unconsciousness about it.

Now, the thought goes through my mind again and again:

My world is suffering.

My world is suffering.

If you could see my thought bubbles, you’d see that what has changed is that (Frazzeldrip) I’m now aware that people are suffering in my world (Ever Given). I can’t turn my back on the bioweapons (Covid-19), omnicide (toxic vaccine), adrenochrome (Frazzeldrip), pedophilia (Out of Shadows, Epstein, etc.), sexual harassment (#MeToo), gender inequality (feminism), racism, exploitation of labor, drug-running, corruption, environmental ruin, and everything else that’s going on in my world. (4)

I’m reeling from the impact of letting the suffering in.

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I’m also nearing another kind of line. I’m approaching a point of saying, “Enough is enough.” This is more a line in the sand.

I have to feel it first before I can declare it. Otherwise it rings hollow. A bridge too far.

I’m totally dismayed. My world is suffering.

Once you get it, there’s no going back.

My world is suffering. Just because it isn’t happening in my locale doesn’t mean it isn’t happening.

Footnotes

(1) Werner Erhard would say we crossed the line between unconscious and conscious awareness at that moment. Cold Mountain Institute would say we “arrived.” We’ve had a realization, a satori – whether major or minor.

(2) I’d heard before that Sen. McCain and George Bush Sr. were executed but the penny did not drop.

The process of redpilling has been going on for some time, obviously.

It was a big shock to see a prima-facie credible memo from the Canadian PM’s Office laying out the same pandemic strategy that’s in the Great Reset – and a lot of it has already happened.

I’ve been impressed and shaken by the declarations, petitions, and law suits from lawyers and doctors pointing out the true nature of the bioweaponized virus and vaccine.

(3) This is also the creation of a vasana, by the way, for those who’ve been following that discussion. Taking a stand also creates a vasana, just not an unpleasant one.

(4) Add to this the human-rights abuses I heard as a Member of the Immigration and Refugee Board of Canada. Once it’s in, you can’t get it out. My world is suffering. And all my memories of what I’ve seen and known are arising too.