God too had a Plan | Ananda

When the inside enemy projects thoughts and I adhere to them
I lose my footing and become confused.
The clever ruse
You knew my power before even I did.
You knew what it would do, so you veiled it. Keeping as far away for me but also you.
You knew,
I would lose trust.
I would lose face.
I would fall for you.
I would think I fell from grace and with this new face
I would replace.
my truth with your point of view
How clever are you?
But you did not see wholeness, not from your open eyes.
it was like a pinhole but you magnified and glamorized.
and then you watched; as once realistic guidance was overcome by an ultimate truth
I could not believe I ever trusted you.
but I did, I backslid, no I front slid.
Your false guidance led me astray.
with what I thought was a new way
and when it all came down to it,
and it came down crashing.
there you were in my face laughing.
a point of view I elected to believe because I did not want to see that I was everything.
I chose you; over the truth, so many misfires your guidance gave me. Sick of it…
I threw everything out, even the truth.
Drowned myself in normalcy and conformity. Forgot about my divinity.
Never guessing the reason why nothing I did worked, was because I was living as I was not meant to be...

Excerpt from poem, (God too had a plan)
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-Ananda