Phenomenological Neutering Plural Qualia | Pine Cone

QUALIA in Good Will Hunting (property dualism)

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The Human Synapse Bush is burning away the evil Earth Octopus Mafia Ineffectual Collective-proposed, mere belief construct mind-control infrastructure in our enlightening New Minds of Delight.* Can ya feel what it is like to experience individual Conscience reconnoiter? Bee Hive Capitol Buildings are mind-control(Bureaucrat Zombie separate cell) symbols to give life~money cellular suffering to the Satanic Queen through the Deep State Cannibal DC Crown/Vatican Archons Inc.

Every Sovereign Camp-fire family Inc. mini-infrastructure is going up in flames, stomp-march trip-dumping, all over each other as concentric circles merging, unable to, even wave to each other stumbling, all around in the Swamp-undead Zombie-park Earth-dark falling away-to falling-off Time’s dreary mind-control Archon-kidnapping. Can ya feel the sleaze of it all, barely close enough to smell the Earth Foul?

Rows, and rows of roles, and roles browning in the oven humans marching Mother-fantasy galore, that have no family left to trick, and no more Gender-justice left nurturing to honestly corrupt. Oh the flame out guttural approach into human covens reproach, and how we, all lose fuss, even crushing every child addict’s tired-old heart-crashing Karmic-smelly innocent-squash! Is there any progeny left of the foul human Zombie condition, that Hive-separate from the World, like family dust to dust blowing Earth away in the fiery winds of Archon depleted forest Time?

Is it my Bush Burning or is all this smoke coming from the Zombie Collective infrastructure Marching-orders demand? Am I that, very collective Infrastructure without any Conscience, or is the, only air left to breath on Earth the smoking conflagration of our Unconscious addictive fan-base Bush-burning fanny tanneries? Am I on fire from behind the Bushes, or are we the you of me, that fuels both-burning in the Collective Zombie Infrastructure?

Are we on fire then, altogether the whole Bush-burning evil-sulphur Hive-capitol separate cell-stumbling bureaucratic Zombie Piss hidden-smokers? Can yas feel the fire-heat in Ascension Kitchen, so up close and personal anxiety-ridden Zombie-camp innocence on field~fire near-burning away fear, deeper inside than any parent-closure had any chance at all to feel Inner Child corrupted Kindness any mirror-double Zombie-more? Can a Parent Zombie bleed children too, or is there a special Mother-role Narcissism to brown child-buns in unconscionable evil Karma-oven undead-returns, without a Conscience?

I smell something burning, even if I can’t stand the heat in Ascension Kitchen yet sometimes, so when it’s my turn to burn, only the best of what’s left of us may, always return, just like inside mirror-child Akashic-promised Karma on, every possible insight. Is my whole synapse infrastructure on Brain-fire, or are you/we, all as crazy as any new “Do Hell-fire honest-tell”? Is the Collective Earth burning away the whole Money, as people funeral pyre infrastructure, and each whiff is a minor foul in a stadium not keeping Zombie-track of Collective pop corn debt any more?

Can we live without any minding the store any more, and was it, not our job anyway, because we, only need to unlearn Zombie Bee Hive again, to let go of synapse-everything too infrastructure-busy to Phenomenologically Neuter Plural Qualia individual Child-care again.** If we won’t Listen to children, then we can’t hear Existence throbbing inside, over the Collective din of Zombie clamor, so what do ya hear me saying, if that’s even possible on the day of the collective exciting Bushes burning away all manner of Hive Consciousness without any Qualia Sovereign Conscience appreciation presence, Consciousness, still on fire, yet?

Knowing Nothing leaves more room to stop believing anything in order to become teachable as any beatitude keeps repeating Karma for our greater gift. Sometimes it seems I have forgotten, so much more than most will, ever Know, and I thank my lucky stars for making room for other’s battered-suffering Hearts. Feel my constant surrender of any will of egos to sense enough humility to humbly bow to the end of creation Karma ‘let go’, as the illusion of Knowing anything, as the Bush infrastructure burning. Synapse enlightening got kind is, never weak so that’s Earth unconscionable Goliath’s missing new burning lesson.

* Life on Earth is past-life Karma in role-reversal, until we, continually forgive others, as ourselves to reveal Duality suffering is an Illusion, and to enlighten Compassion, experientially. Karmic suffering lifetimes here is living in the past, all over again, so if we get real, and admit how our Mother abused us to make us addicted to her, then we can further admit we, actually experience our, own Mother Narcissism as a child abuser bully in another lifetime, or so ago too.

We get to watch ourselves, as our Mother acts out the exact same self-hatred onto us, as we acted out our Mother-role before harming past life children. Two aspects are fused here, so we ‘were’ the Mother we have this lifetime 1. and as we get to suffer the same as we harmed our kids before we, also were a Mother just like ours this lifetime too 2. Nothing changes when nothing changes, so this can go on for thousands of unforgiving lifetimes, either way, and until we continually forgive our abusive Mother, we don’t get to enlighten compassion for what we did, do, will as Mothers, ourselves addicted like crazy to our Unwise/Unkind Xenophobe Earth own genocidal/demise.

As soon as we realize this lifetime is an illusion, and , and , and, we enlighten Compassion with Holy Spirit devotion, so we don’t, can’t, won’t come back, this means there is no Compassion in Life or Karma-suffering on purpose on Narcissistic Earth, with depressed Mother fire cracker Bullies. Every single codependent-resentment Physical-role ‘of’ Earth Narcissism Statist-addiction stasis is a Karmic role-reversal suffering past-life, living in the pasts of all past timelines, until enlightening makes our shadows disappear, and our Compassion leaves out any more need for body-prisons here-suffering any more. So once again we can admit there is no Compassion on Earth because we can equate Compassion with enlightening to make our body-Physical-role suffering need to stop appearing here in this Karmic lifetimes suffering Illusion.

Once I realized I was enlightening compassion, by continually forgiving everyone as myself, I stopped trying to reconcile relationships with anyone else, and felt the realer Compassion’s life purpose to, merely not need to keep thumping on The wheel of Karma every single role-reversal lifetime my Grateful-turn happened, where the rubber hits the Karmic road again. Next came uncovering Universal Cosmic Light Existence Holy Spirit devotion ID, as my new Home, whether I am not here yet, already here enlightening, thank God, or after leaving; it doesn’t matter. Existence is sort of a parallel Universal Spiritual telepathic Sovereign Singularity Creative Intelligence deeper inside Karma-free, as gender-free and, totally Perspective-free as Aether Neutral infinity can, barely imagine, any more than a Karmic-dissonant Mortal in Earth’s Death Paradigm can either yet.

** Imagine how abusive I was, before in a past lifetime to play the Mother of Pine Cone this lifetime the same, and beat his 6 year old back with a club, and throw him out back in an open shed upside down in the trash with two bags of free donuts he begged at the bakers on a Saturday night at closing. My Mother threatened not to feed us for lack of money, as she and my step-dad physically fought over the beer budget running low. I was greeted at the back door because both proud little-arms were, too full, and when the door opened, instead of thanking my effort to help feed us, she beat me, threw me in the trash with the donuts, and the rats sharing those nasty donuts, until the morning light so I could run away, before she could beat me, all over again.

Years ago at therapy under hypnosis, and attachment therapy my imaginary good parents from Aborigine-ancestry named an alter Danny as a 6 year old personality, who wouldn’t stop draining the car battery in my old(new to me) Corolla on super cold minus 50 degree nights. Many wet tissues later Danny the therapist, and my good parents worked a deal with Danny, that if I bought a dozen donuts, and an Aladdin DVD cartoon, with a new baby blue blanket, and watched that cartoon movie, as I ate, all those donuts cuddling under the blanket, he promised to, never drain the battery when I was dissociated, and Danny has kept his promise, all these many years with respect for the new me( A willing host, that has learned to Love my alters, instead of disregarding them from my MPD-shame stigma, and others dis-compassionate double-stigma too).

More compassion, with more enlightening can happen in many ways, but I think, continually forgiving others, as myself, really comes true when we can reverse-engineer how Karma works to bring our past lives forward, along with, all the other role-reversals this lifetime playing our old parts right out in front of our deja vu Karmic role-reversal Body-memories up close and personal, as re-minders. Not only is life on Earth, absent of compassion, life here is ,definitely made for suffering, and there is no greater satisfaction realizing how much suffering is needed to change the nature of any Human, stuck in Unkind addiction-reverse; huh?

Any good Listener can begin to put all these compassionate pieces of Todays puzzle together, and even those porcupines pricking everyone away to, not get, too close will subconsciously realize something unconsciously, and later when they imagine, all this is ‘their’ idea, Holy Spirit helps, even those as ashamed, as Danny was the, very definition of shame who didn’t deserve an old(new to him too) tiny-ass 4 year old used Corolla. Now, all my alters help each other trust Pine Cone Host, as long as he keeps us, all safe from Bully-situations, where there is no enlightening, and no Compassion-progress, with a bunch of smart-ass reactionary/judgmental suffering-denial Know it alls.