Tuesday, February 12, 2019

Baby Bubble Compassion Burst | Pine Cone



Osho on Compassion

https://youtu.be/3uXqulojRyM



‘8bbcb’(name) was punished, and humiliated like, all other 8 billion born baby bubble bursted on Earth mind-control ‘keep everything the same as it has, always been done’. Earth parents punish, and humiliate, all kids to make sure they stop triggering parent’s, own shame from having their previous grandparents, and parents Censure(punish, and humiliate) the present Parent Earth-censuring Parent replications.

The terrible two’s appear as each generation’s 2 year olds tired of being Blackmailed to keep them in line, to try to communicate stop, please stop, stop Blackmailing me/us to death so, from now on we will, not trust you any how, so there!!! Kids suffer shame, like crazy from Blackmail-torture on Earth, but it doesn’t hold a candle to what intense increase in competition Blackmail, combined with letting Family Bullies run-rampart through the whole Prison-humiliation train to Death we call ‘school discipline’, where gangs begin, just like in prison humiliation, censure, rejection, blame, Authoritarian Centralization MKUltra Stockholm Syndrome abuse-addiction mind-control.

Now the kids will, never trust the parents, especially after the kids complain about prison-school abuse, and the parents don’t ever do anything effective about Child-torture humiliation plus plus. Programmed kids meet other programmed kids alike, and begin to humiliate censure reject, compare and Patsy Judge, and shame project-blame onto each other as they both define relationships, as taking hostages abusing the crap out of each other, just like their parents, teachers and everyone else on Earth.

What happens next is, so over the top that, every new parent does what was done to them but to their, own new kids, so now there is no turning back from becoming blind, and deaf to the omniscient shame and humiliation shroud all around the dis-compassionate Earth censuring Bully-crowd. If anyone says anything about this omnipresent generational abusive Blackmail shaming process, everybody reacts with an angry face from the shame that, always triggers all 8 billion censuring-shame, and humiliation onto each other and, especially the new threatened babies, that haven’t been initiated yet.

“Once we say it, it’s true and it hurts” about anything that we, all agree to deny, because we almost feel the first humiliation truth of our parent shaming, and censuring our every move, and then, add the Prison gang school Bully Humiliation omnipresence almost tripling Collective Shame running crazy in every ego social-norm system that lies about it too. After new parents unconsciously click in their own childhood-slave shaming punishment Blackmail-control onto their new innocent children, the only game in town is to, never say it, so it won’t become true, but especially because it won’t hurt if we keep doing it as a way to stop anyone from being able to say it either Both/hurt-true.

Wa sup wid dis, and dat den now here true-blue and Blackmail shame, censure, torture, mind control? I was censured, shamed, humiliated and Blackmailed at home, in prison school competition they call “Team Spirit” by mistake, and then joined the whole humiliated shamed condemned Human Satanic-darwin race. When it came my turn to punish our new children, I couldn’t do to my kids, what was done to my siblings and me, because because because-who knows? I unlearned all this bullshit Baby Blackmail punishment by re-learning to active listen, and then taught it as Love Listening for the last 55 years in our family, groups, intentional communities, therapy, and other families together as a new benevolent system Bully-replacement.

After posting “WANTED”, and experiencing resistance as a helping-form of censure-shaming, and humiliation, instead of letting any old feelings from childhood and ‘growing down’ in the Shaming Earth systems, I turned within automatically. What comes is enlightening deeper compassion for anyone who unknowingly humiliates, and censures another without any idea anything negative is, even possible to consider from their, totally denied social-norm overwhelmingly painful impossible Shame awareness. It’s two things to feel the shame pain from our parent/school addiction, but after shaming our, own children who would want to own up to this level of malevolence and, still retain some semblance of self-benignity, gone awry.

“Once we say it, it’s true and it, really hurts, but nothing hurts worse than Blackmail/Hostage humiliation/shame addiction, ever-so whole Earth systems denied.”

Maybe my ability to say it comes from, never having punished my kids with shame Patsy blame and Bully humiliation? I remember when I sat with my 2 girls and asserted how they act out their anger by messing up their whole floor, and since I was the one who cleaned, and did everything else in the house too, that I didn’t trust them any more. One after the other told me they were scared of my wife and I fighting all the time, and it turned into anger from their helplessness about it. I responded: So we make you so scared you act out anger to express it somehow, and then I complain about the, very thing I am part of making you so scared you mess up everything as fast as I clean for you?

They were obviously blaming themselves, and showed great relief from my validating them, but honestly I added I, never knew your Mother and I were, ever fighting. They said we didn’t fight out in the open but the deadly silence was more than they could stand. We were tearing them apart deep inside, with all our lifetimes of mutual humiliation, punishment and shame, but when she would not agree to stop harming them with physical, and emotional abuse, I asked for the children, and wanted to separate, thank God! I got free from her, but it was like getting out of her mafia control over me, because, obviously this Hostage had a lot more work to do, even after getting out with my life, barely.

I didn’t know I was transferring my humiliation, and doing it unconsciously along with a wife who, we later discovered was from a mind-control family too, but has never stopped drinking long enough to begin any real recovery. I was 8bbb(8billion ‘baby bubble burst’ until today when Holy Spirit applied compassion so now I am 8bbcb(1 8bbcb, out of 8billion other PTSD Baby Bubble Bursts, still living in shame and humiliation along with everyone else denying censure, so no one has to feel the pain of shame, and humiliation Blackmail.

How can we be unlearning, all this together as long as protection/projection Whole Earth drama is going on? What else would, better serve my daughters than repeating back to them exactly what they were courageously admitting, and isn’t it, already a sign of trust that they, even tried one more time to let it out into the open with me? It also seems we had a real live demonstration of censuring aspects that I, even had listed in my “WANTED” post yesterday?

When I didn’t know, I didn’t know, so doesn’t it make common sense that when others don’t know, they have a right to not know too? Compassion for others means more compassion for myself too, and everything today is about Compassion, like in OSHO’s video about compassion that, every baby needs, even and especially after the terrible two self-disclosures, and worse after being sent to Nazi-prison Bully-schools, even after they vehemently self-disclose, that particularly difficult continuing ineffective vulnerability?

This unborn baby bubble has landed, and wants to continue to unlearn everything I can, so I stop living like a slave-addict role-model for everyone else, that humiliates, punishes, shames and blames each other, all the Earth-death censure-way to the stupid grave mind-control. I like to remember, that nothing we are conscious of effects what we co-create, but 100% unconscious mind unseen thought does all the co-creating, so saying it out loud stops unconscious Quanta increasing in it’s Bully-censure blackmail tracks, and has everything to do with Trust in Delight Bonding Communion Fox-hole therapy relationships, that last a lot longer than with our 15 year-‘tops’ codependent resentment child relationship-fails.

NOTE: The night before writing “WANTED” that, very picture in Heaven’s Letter of a pretty neighborhood appeared in my vision, that stimulated my new “Wanted” post, even before that picture was posted. I trust our valid experience together from this Holy Spirit inspiration tell, even continuing on again today, about what compassion, really defines in OSHO’s insightful creativity, but always deeper than most realize at first?