A Quickening | Pine Cone

Bob Marley - Exodus

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I remember 8 years high in the mountains when a recovering sex slave came for healing her many alter’s memories, and under this much unusual pressure we relied on our regular Reiki Atonements, Love Listening, and swinging in a perennial garden Delight Pleasance while singing, and chanting our favorite ‘prayers said twice’.

We relied on my experiences in the Ashram where ten thousand devotees chanted Om Namah Shivaya, the Guru Gita, and Jyota Se Jyota, so after this morning’s Krishna Waltz video, and dancing with Joy all around the house here, this Quickening memory of ten thousand devotees dancing together at the Ashram awakened my Love and Joy up inside my, every lyric in this morning’s shared “Benevolent Interconnecting Telempathy".

I called the pet shop just before our Blizzard, and of all the dear ones there, who should answer but Sitarah, who’s name is the Sita instrument I had just danced in Joy to, all around the house. Then I discovered "Sovereigns", and "Ascension: Activating Yourself and Overriding the Matrix" as if these others were dancing together with all ten thousand of us in an RV ONENESS Quickening. Before my own debriefing from ritual mind-control I never sung, never danced, and never could be around others at all, so the bigger Quickening Miracle is that my soul was never lost in the Rape-annihilation frozen-fear state I, myself barely had survived in before.

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New experiences from getting really upset with fear and pain at other’s censuring efforts seem to be helping show my resistance to let go of my parent’s violence from long ago as a child. These distractions are helping my awareness of just how deeply imbedded is my irrational fear, like when brother Ken and I were barely surviving continual threats of death as little boys. The end times are a trigger all together, and this is as great a benefit as any annihilation threat to live every moment as if it were our last. Any motive to really let go is a benefit; ask any near death experiencer who now absolutely treasures all life.

Elation is quickening from receiving guidance and permission to finally let go and deepen my compassion for others and myself for remaining so frightened during these end times that trigger old traumas. I will begin to take my own advice from all my writing and stop giving myself away to 3rd dimensional reality as if I have to pick apart each facet of the World and then renounce everything one little aspect at a time. I am mentally ill, and it is so OK; I am triggered all the time, and it is so OK; I am scared of men and, especially women, and it really makes sense considering my childhood.

No one else’s business is my business, and my business is no one else’s business. Ascension comes from accepting and allowing others and myself to come into the highest alignment as our best service for Gaia, because Earth is releasing and accelerating energy, moving out of resistance into forward movement, so elation comes easily when coalescing in harmony with Earth’s quickening.

My parents made their business our business by beating, killing, threatening, and neutering us, so my brother and I share a great fear and pain that only I, myself, can grow through toward ascension. Ken can choose as he will because no matter what another does choose that may seem like just more pain and fear co-creating energy, pain==>too much pain==>acknowledging pain==> moving out of the resistance of pain seems one great way toward growing past resistance from fear of old traumas and grief.

I use the term “Princely Disregard”from active listening; detaching as a way to not become codependent; and finally not taking on other’s crap as if everything is my problem, are steps of growth toward really just taking care of myself without looser boundaries. Elation comes from some deep place inside that is freeing me to remain more in seclusion and heal with help from Holy Spirit by naming, claiming and praying away, not ignoring, any upsetting experiences that merely help me see I need more compassion.

Quickening elation is helping me enjoy Heaven right here on Earth, and is my highest alignment and highest service toward ascension, and I am embracing more need to keep my nose out of other peoples business, because I am no longer that little frightened boy predated by awful parents. Their karma is no more of my concern, now! My extreme sex abuse and being blamed for what they they doing to me is so intricately and profoundly woven deep in my unconscious guilt that new elation comes from not blaming myself any more.

Sex really is so Quack-itch 3rd dimensional and, so are all the other distractions that have been scaring the Hell out of me for many years, so now I am sensing a quickening elation from being able to rise above lower energy, and let go of resisting love and higher vibration lighter energy. Recently when I was able to tell another off who was threatening me, old trappings from my little boy inside finally let go and only enhanced even more quickening elation. Of course, now maybe I will be better able to continue saying what I mean without saying it mean, but it sure is nice to sense the comfort of my own anger without the old terror of annihilation kicking in so automatically.

All the so called web sites and You Tube sites fear mongering and boasting “Lightworker” status are just more feminist sites hiding undercover with women who exude the hostile contemptuous malevolent blame out onto all men. So what’s new? Quickening elation comes from learning that all 3 dimensional energy is filled with the fear contagion infestation of gender bigotry, so letting go all 3 dimensional energy merely includes these hidden Worldly agendas. I’m not as crazy as I would pretend about the lower vibration of this Worldly energy, and isn’t it really true that it all is Maya, and all Illusion of fear and control, and all mere beguiling ego distraction for the willing devotees who cling pitifully to concrete reality.

I am writing about Quickening Elation as casually as ever so I don’t let my awareness slide on by without honoring some spontaneous energy to coalesce with quickening energy in harmony. At least I am spelling things correctly, but am, really sensing an exponential need to, only allow positive energy with less time trying to control and figure everything out so much. I aim to get the message to ascend, when it comes, and immediately get out in the open and claim my “I AM THAT I AM” presence to the Heaven full of angels, and act on invitation to my highest service. This moment; and every moment in continuum; even in my sleep, I am quickening elation in ascension mode to Glow and Grow as inspiration.

RV/Intelligence Alert: “Quickening” — January 7, 2019

https://operationdisclosure.blogspot.com/2019/01/rvintelligence-alert-quickening-january.html